Turning a plan to another plan

So.. My appt was cancelled. I cancelled it. It kinda shows my values though. And within the same evening (after 5 at work), I said to myself this is Allah's plan & what's next is better. So instead of waiting it out October, I found a midway to a female clinic who I go to pilates to. The price somewhere in between so I guess it's okay. It show me also where I am in wanting taaruf. So I guess the event taught me in some way. 

The undecided thing is whether to go back to my parents home for the weekend as I had cancelled my appointment. I was weirdly fatigue after my morning walk on Saturday, which messed up my whole sleeping schedule. I forgot which part was my deciding point. I think for the study for next week + its only free week before my sister came back + the fatigue. 

I got into a super slump as I got into gaming. A short gateway turned into unstoppable mindless indulgence (and it's an idle game - Dragon Hatch. Aiyoo). It was then 1 in the afternoon. But I turned my day up as I went out for groceries + cooked with a more calculated indulgence. I actually did a lot before 1 too, cooked breakfaat, wash & hang my sheets, pray dhuha + reciting the Qur'an. But I feel super down & uggh but I don't know any other word than bad. 

I made my own chicken-thai noodle soup. Ahh. It's comforting when the food you made is good. Alhamdulillah. Another super fatigue after my early dinner walk, but I'm okay as long as I'm sleeping in back at the right schedule. Does it count that I'm a medium size scared+nervous for starting tagging tomorrow. Allah please make it easy. 

Another, on my phone. 

TGiaH