An attempt, a gathering, adapting.

Alhamdulillah. Idk I'm feeling really grateful that our conversation are smooth, I'm teary eyes. At least, he's talking. Despite his anxiety + disinterest, he's talking. More than what I question him. Keeping it minimal is the best. 

Yesterday, PTI. It was a good connection. A quality time spent with ibu. Adapting to work was a woah a bit this week. Almost spent this week at all four clinics. Almost. It's fun once in a while to be productive busy. Ahh. Tomorrow's gotta send ibu & friend to work, then workshop day.

Next weekend, south korea. My mind seems to be bits. Haha. Idk if I'm well prepared. Hope its a good good easy relax fun safe barakah musafir. Aamiin.

The ceiling fan was fixed. Alhamdulillah.

Not feeling like writing much (bed please),

TGiaH

Flower bath + farewell + upgrade

Friday was a big big farewell party at PKD. Bidding goodbyes. Kak F with her almost 9 years here. She went through a lot. A big new start for me and now I'm in charge. I really hope I do a good job. She was a good role model. It was quite touching she cried + was a bit close to me during the lunch. People come & go. This first week was fairly well. Praying the next upcoming weeks to go well too.

I took flower bath that evening. Think it's my first flower bath. It smells lovely. A kinda self love activity huh. Then, today abah bought flowers too. Tomorrow's last. In a way, I'm grateful for having good parents that actually try to help me. Marriage gonna come. I know it. With a good responsible person that gonna be my everlasting friend lillah. Online platform scares me. I hope I attract genuine real kind sincere people only. Aamiin. A  good practice I hope. In Shaa Allah.

Classes this week with coach AK was good. I have so much respect for his knowledge + passion. Hope what he passes down benefits me & hopefully find my jodoh. Aamiin.

2 weeks to go to korea. Ahh. I'm I ready?

More followers,

TGiaH

Deep cleaning + 10 traits

Independence day. Went horsemanship. Funnn. Didn't know S was coming. Then, deep cleaning parts of my room. Ahh. A blessing. 

Aqiqah day yesterday. Seeing all my cousin's with their spouses made me prayed a lot that I get the same rezqi. Aamiin. 

Another batchmate invitation hits me hard. My clock is ticking. I'm scared. I wanna be a mom. I wanna be a wife. I'm scared too. Hmm. 

Still, I'm lost. My life purpose. Looking at prof M's note. 10 traits that we would like in a spouse. Then, checked with ourselves. We would be getting a spouse close to that. 

I wished he was ready. I wished he was interested. I wished he was accepting. Hmm. Lots of doa.

My time will come,

TGiaH