Sweet couple.

 I'm writing this on the 2nd of December, but this happen on the 30th Nov.

Today I attended an old couple buying meds & supplements. They were so sweet to each other. The wife added a few purchases and joke about it. The husband joke back. It was a big purchase but the way they talk was so lighthearted. (It was a credit card, their child monitors) I commented on how I love seeing how sweet they are and asked for their prayers. They said life is about learning to let go. Certainly, something I keep in mind. 

Financially wise + no water

One of my biggest target before marriage is to be well equipped with financial knowledge. It's a necessity but still many fail to do. Having some sort of financial security reassure me, I have a backup plan. Seeing how the world evolves around money. Scary huh. But true. 

 It's scary but everything in this world is Allah's. Everything. (This is me trying to assure myself.) My mom is really stress out on our financial situation. She blaming my dad for all the debts, which is true. But I don't wanna cause anymore stress. Seeing how difficult communication is makes me scared of how difficult marriage is. Anyway, I'm grateful I have a job and it does help the family out a bit. In Sha Allah, I'm paying half of the water bills.

I know I blogged about this topic, but out of the many things. This one is on my mind now.

Anyhow, I need to get going & help cooking. Thanks.

Writing on my laptop with my phone's data,

TGiaH

Plateau

I don't know if I wrote the title right. Still, it's Mid Nov and I haven't written anything. 

The past week I realised, I was extremely stress and exhausted over my driving lessons. The mental stress drained a lot from me that the one most activity I did is sleeping like a lot. Which is fine. 

I journalled my thoughts last week hence why I forgot to blog. But reflecting why do I put so much pressure and stress so much over the affairs that Allah has absolute control over. Everything that happen Allah intend it to happen. Full stop. 

Simple. Still, why I am being like this. Although the side effect is waking up for tahajjud almost every day (and not waking up makes me feel bad). But I'm trying. I guess this is one of the plateau this 2nd half of the year.

Anyway, gotta go. Eat breakfast & help cooking!

Hmm, 

TGiaH