A day of a run-away

I'm here. Again on the bus riding to the garden of virtue.

This past week has been stressful to be honest, with my results plunging, insufficient time to do things, and my health being main-main acah.

So I decided I need a short gateway from all this.

I went home.

Being home, with an I-didn't-start-yet-study-and-assignment wasn't so much of a run-away. 

But being home, made me realize I have so much other responsibility other than studies. I need to protect the close bonding with my family. And my adiks still need help in a way they realize or not.

My feelings was pulled up to the point that I cried yesterday. 

And mainly I cried cause studies cause I couldn't understand a thing I am suppose to study. It was like the feeling of having an unsolved jigsaw puzzle of billions pieces, and I just solved only a portion of it. And that also means I do not  know yet what the whole picture of the puzzle is about, and knowing I may not have time to finish it.

But, the embarrassing thing is I cried in front of my parents. Being the fragile me, my tears trickled down while my back of my head lies on my father's lap. Thinking about it again, flashes back me being as a child. Oh gosh, how much I think I have grown up, still in reality I am a child. Haha. 

A day of a run-away

Friday

7.30 p.m Arrive home with hugs.

8.00 p.m With a grumbling I-only-ate-breakfast stomach, made me search for food, only to know dinner isn't ready yet.

8.30 p.m Chatting with my introvert brother H, while helping him do his personality test.

9.30 p.m Ate dinner in front of the TV, watching Numbers with my adiks.

10.30 p.m My little sister S, arrive home with my father. With burgers. Tapi perut dah kenyang.

Saturday

7.30 a.m Breakfast at mamak with my fathers best friend (our whole family).

9.00 a.m Shower. Haha. And study with break here and there.

12.30 p.m Business management.

1.30 p.m Study.

2.30 p.m Lunch of masak lemak ketam, while having a chat with all.

3.30 p.m Study. I just had to finish that topic. >< (I was suppose to do my assignment by this time).

4.00 p.m Hanging out with my parents and adiks. (The crying incident.)

5.30 p.m Bowling. I lost. TT.TT

9.30 p.m Home having dinner of sup ketam.

10.30 p.m Business management with the help of my two youngest adiks, while me trying to start off my assignment that's due on Monday.

Sunday 

6.30 a.m Family subuh berjemaah.

7.00 a.m Had to finish L's unfinished work yesterday. (I didn't plan this)

8.15 a.m Eating pau and honey as breakfast with my father. And rushed to the bus terminal.

8.35 a.m The bus still there. Phew.

9.20 a.m Writing this, with the usual travel sickness. I hope I can do the assignment without me vomiting on this bus.

So that the timeline the run-away. Hashtag. On my iPhone.

Feeling a little better.
The Girl in A Hood.

Munch munch

It's been 3 weeks since our mid sem break. And I could feel the finals are nearing. Huwaa.

I'm at the library now, basically sneaking and munching free kerepok lekor I got from KOM's cafe. Yum2. *don't do this*

We had the morning session final lab for our PharmPract, and I must say is the most disoriented somehow, as they were too many prompt changes during the lab practices and also the easiest. Haha. Still, no PharmPract lab is easy. Basically at least 5 hours of research and pre-studies before going into that lab.

One thing, I always get frustrated in this lab is that it is like getting the recipe but with the list of ingredients but no steps to the cooking. Get it? I couldn't figure out other way to explain it. Still, I miss making emulsion and ointment for our lab. :(

Yesterday, was half-day class too. And I went here to do the research basically looking into the British Pharmacopoeia and searching for the non-existing United State Pharmacopoeia had already consume 2 hours of my precious time. No kidding. So I couldn't update my blog yesterday.

And hey, I bought a new basketball so I could play (eventhough my shooting skills are downgrading now. Like seriously.) And my one-week old sport shoes that I bought from ECM has already started to worn out. Like huhu. TT.TT

Next update, on EGM, IBG and MMD. I wish. Haha.

Oh and pray for my luck for tomorrow's *killing* PharmPract quiz.

Totally random,

The Girl in A Hood

Sit up straight

I had wanted to update my blog, since yesterday I found an interesting topic, but since I'm too occupied studying for my Physiology Quiz yesterday, I couldn't find the time. And since I found another topic I wanted to share, so maybe I will left my other topic to be forgotten.

Before, I start, how was my quiz today?
Answer: I so-so regret it. Nah. It was quite okay. #denial

Today's classes ended early at 3 (3.10 p.m to be exact), and the last class is tutorial class with Dr Kauthar. She taught us on Diffusion & Complexity (or is it Complexation, I forgot). Well, the 2nd topic I didn't get to study yet (yet how come I could have the time to update my blog? Priorities, dear). #tomorrowisthequiz #shortanswersthroughandthrough

In between teaching us on the parts we asked questions, she also gives us a 'Tazkirah Khamis' (the term came up by her). I have to say it is a good one, and I wanna re translate it down so I could always read it over and over. It would be a good reminder for you too perhaps.

What she said was (lebih kurang la):

When we feel sleepy, we should take coffee, ribena, milo & so on.
When we feel tired, we have to make us untired again.
When we are so busy, and not enough time, make time.
We should do our best.
Come to class, sit straight, don't slouch, look straight at the lecturer, write rigorously using the pen, and don't fall asleep.
Yes, we are sleepy.
Yes, we are tired.
Yes, we are busy.
But is it the reason to not do our best?
The answer is no.
I never hope you guys get all 80-90s marks, or all As. What I expect you to do is your best.
And as long as we are living in this world, and not here after, we should do our best.
God didn't said te world is easy. But did He said we couldn't make it easy?
No. Therefore, put effort in everything and do our best.
As long as we're living in this world.

Writing from my iPhone,

The Girl in A Hood

P/S: Oh and hey, it's November already.