A day of a run-away

I'm here. Again on the bus riding to the garden of virtue.

This past week has been stressful to be honest, with my results plunging, insufficient time to do things, and my health being main-main acah.

So I decided I need a short gateway from all this.

I went home.

Being home, with an I-didn't-start-yet-study-and-assignment wasn't so much of a run-away. 

But being home, made me realize I have so much other responsibility other than studies. I need to protect the close bonding with my family. And my adiks still need help in a way they realize or not.

My feelings was pulled up to the point that I cried yesterday. 

And mainly I cried cause studies cause I couldn't understand a thing I am suppose to study. It was like the feeling of having an unsolved jigsaw puzzle of billions pieces, and I just solved only a portion of it. And that also means I do not  know yet what the whole picture of the puzzle is about, and knowing I may not have time to finish it.

But, the embarrassing thing is I cried in front of my parents. Being the fragile me, my tears trickled down while my back of my head lies on my father's lap. Thinking about it again, flashes back me being as a child. Oh gosh, how much I think I have grown up, still in reality I am a child. Haha. 

A day of a run-away

Friday

7.30 p.m Arrive home with hugs.

8.00 p.m With a grumbling I-only-ate-breakfast stomach, made me search for food, only to know dinner isn't ready yet.

8.30 p.m Chatting with my introvert brother H, while helping him do his personality test.

9.30 p.m Ate dinner in front of the TV, watching Numbers with my adiks.

10.30 p.m My little sister S, arrive home with my father. With burgers. Tapi perut dah kenyang.

Saturday

7.30 a.m Breakfast at mamak with my fathers best friend (our whole family).

9.00 a.m Shower. Haha. And study with break here and there.

12.30 p.m Business management.

1.30 p.m Study.

2.30 p.m Lunch of masak lemak ketam, while having a chat with all.

3.30 p.m Study. I just had to finish that topic. >< (I was suppose to do my assignment by this time).

4.00 p.m Hanging out with my parents and adiks. (The crying incident.)

5.30 p.m Bowling. I lost. TT.TT

9.30 p.m Home having dinner of sup ketam.

10.30 p.m Business management with the help of my two youngest adiks, while me trying to start off my assignment that's due on Monday.

Sunday 

6.30 a.m Family subuh berjemaah.

7.00 a.m Had to finish L's unfinished work yesterday. (I didn't plan this)

8.15 a.m Eating pau and honey as breakfast with my father. And rushed to the bus terminal.

8.35 a.m The bus still there. Phew.

9.20 a.m Writing this, with the usual travel sickness. I hope I can do the assignment without me vomiting on this bus.

So that the timeline the run-away. Hashtag. On my iPhone.

Feeling a little better.
The Girl in A Hood.