A GoodBye + Compliment

Today's Thursday. Two days has passed since I packed my stuff and said goodbye to IIUM. I managed to clean up my room within 30 minutes which is insane. I'm proud of myself for not having that many stuff Alhamdulillah. Did some photoshoots despite still not good at posing however did it anyway because I know I'm gonna regret it if I don't. This is supposed to be short post as the longer one when I graduate In Sha Allah. Btw, I have a viva tomorrow which I'm so nervous. I know it's a simple one but still.

I really like that day. I woke up early, had online class in the van, lunch date and Mama's Kitchen plus Mykori (which is so good. I'm kinda craving it now), accompanying my dad meeting old friends, spending the way back talking with my sister and dad which is heaven. We talked a lot about everything where one of the most touching moments is when my sister gave me a compliment. Actually a honest talk where she said:

"Akak sebenarnya ada aura yang buat orang senang dan selesa dengan akak. Orang tak senang dengan akak tu sebenarnya sebab <pause> kekurangan akak."

English translation: I have an aura that makes others easily comfortable with me. If they're not the actually reason is because of my physical flaw.

It kinda hit me hard not with the flaw because I don't care if that's the issue but I'm the type that always concern and want others to be comfortable with me. I kinda think I'm awkward type but yeah. I hope what my sister said is true because if it is, I'm so happy about it.

Btw, the reason why the aura was bought because we were talking about my late grandma who has this special aura where everyone listen to her. Amazingly, she never gets angry or yells or scolds someone. Wish I had a bit of that. Unlike my dad and sister who has this leaderlike aura that they can use when they want, I don't have and if I do, I don't like using it.

Aamiin, 

TGiaH

I made a Youtube video.

It's the middle of the month, beginning of the third week of remote learning, second week for clinical attachment. Alhamdulillah I finished my case reports for last week yesterday so I can focus on this week's cases. Guess what? One of the cases has an stay of 3 month. Can I cry? Huhu. Still, I wanna tick off of my to do list so that I can fully focus on this two cases which will be discuss tomorrow. Hope I can manage.

Btw, I made a Youtube account. It's kinda nerve wrecking knowing there's a public video on me eventhough I made in without seeing my face. I did the cutting process this morning, I hope I can perhaps finish edit that in between. Not forgetting my two video assignments next week. Please pray for me.

My parcels arrived last week. I got a diffuser for myself as a gift for completing the psychology course, a long postponed weighing scale and guess what a mini tripod (for my video assignments as well).

Unexpectedly I received an allowance which Alhamdulillah I'm so grateful for. Now, I have a more secure savings. Alhamdulillah.

Gonna be a very busy week,

TGiaH

Speaking English again.

I forgot to blog this yesterday. So here it is. Btw, I'm so lack of sleep and so sleepy but struggling to sleep so badly here. I tried everything. Huhu.

I'm doing a list of tasks & I noticed I do so much. Lol. I'm kinda more into Google Task than Samsung Reminder. But wish the features I like from Samsung Reminder is on Google Task though.

Probably edit a video today,

TGiaH

Kicking back the semester online + English speaking practice (voice note) BAD ENGLISH ALERT

I didn't expect to spend too much time on this (as I have to make it a video to post it here) and I still have to finish my half-eaten apple. >< I'll just share the pic and audio (in video format).

I don't know how much longer the video gonna take. But anyways, congrats!

Bye!

TGiaH

Update: I upload it again on YouTube instead because it seems cleaner & easier to play. Keeping both for comparison.