I'm back at uni. Sleepy. Yesterday took quite a lot of energy. So perhaps that's why I'm a little tired. I just got back to prayer, so I can finally recite Yasin. I hope almarhum is doing good as well as his family. Coping well.
The ride back here was nice. I had a long chats with S & I. Something I love & miss doing. Although there's a ton ton more talking skills I need to polish.
Perhaps I continue this post after class tomorrow. But we'll see. Oh and Subhi Taha vlog on whether he's gonna cut his hair or not is so funny and uplifting! Seeing he 'berleter' is so fun to watch. XD
Sunday, 9 February 2020
Unexpected.
Yesterday, my cousin D passed away. So sudden. Jumping into a pool of fishes alive, coming out then dead. It was a shock the whole family. No one expected. Happened so so fast.
I was at work at the time. I got the news during lunch time. On the way home with an early leave, my dad still sobbing. He's in shock. He's so close with all his nieces & nephews. Seeing him today, I know he's having a hard time letting us go back to uni. Reminds me a few years back when I was having a hard time parting ways with him when my uncle passed away.
Almarhum was such a nice person. All I see was people talking good things about him. That's how a nice person he is. He's such a good son, brother, friend. Allah indeed loves him so much. I wonder how would my (one day) death means?? Would I leave this world as a good person? Or the opposite. Just like now, I'm trying to live with no regrets in the later days as well as being beneficial as I can. Hope that's enough.
In the graveyard, I said to my brother, if there's any chance I want to be a syahid so I can have the chance to take my loved ones to Jannah, I want to. If only. My other two brothers cried too. My sister was at her boarding school, so she's left out.
I pray I'll have a good ending. Husnul khatimah. Aamiin.
I was at work at the time. I got the news during lunch time. On the way home with an early leave, my dad still sobbing. He's in shock. He's so close with all his nieces & nephews. Seeing him today, I know he's having a hard time letting us go back to uni. Reminds me a few years back when I was having a hard time parting ways with him when my uncle passed away.
Almarhum was such a nice person. All I see was people talking good things about him. That's how a nice person he is. He's such a good son, brother, friend. Allah indeed loves him so much. I wonder how would my (one day) death means?? Would I leave this world as a good person? Or the opposite. Just like now, I'm trying to live with no regrets in the later days as well as being beneficial as I can. Hope that's enough.
In the graveyard, I said to my brother, if there's any chance I want to be a syahid so I can have the chance to take my loved ones to Jannah, I want to. If only. My other two brothers cried too. My sister was at her boarding school, so she's left out.
I pray I'll have a good ending. Husnul khatimah. Aamiin.
Life is short,
TGiaH
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