Post Umrah Life.

Today's Tuesday, 2nd day back in the office... The guys are currently renovating the office, the girls are cooking and I'm currently writing because the kitchen doesn't fit me in it. Haha. H is here too, with a bald head.

So.. How is life?

Umrah was spectacular, I will try to blog about it soon In Shaa Allah. A little sick, with a productive cough and sore throat and all which is a little weird because I rarely do have difficulties coughing out my mucus. And work is work, got to relax a bit actually, that's the reason how I managed to find time writing this. Still planning all the stuffs for student exchange, while my own office will be opened back next week In Shaa Allah, hopefully. Because my iphone I use for business broke down during my exams, and I can't really have an alternative now I found out it can't be fix. May Allah ease, please.

And I noticed...

That I changed. I'm being less happy. And why?

Actually, I do have the answer. But I can't tell because I can't be honest. Who thought of that?

Allah, please help.

The Girl in A Hood

Ramadhan update!

I'm currently waiting for my father to pick me up to go home, so I guess I would blog for a bit. It's already the first of June & past half way of Ramadhan.

Still, things changes even just about 10 days from my last blog. Like how I discover things about others which I probably shouldn't have, or actually maybe be it's best that I know. Wallahi, just leave it to Allah. I'm focusing on stuffs other than exams, and things moves on so fast, that I'm actually grateful I'm taking time off from my business. Imagine almost 4 years working all year round, and then taking a break to set back my focus feels so good. Hope it goes well once I'm back, plus I kinda need money.

To be honest, I'm not really feeling this Ramadhan. It's nobody faults but mine, for sure. Like each Ramadhan I would be focus on not listening to Kpop songs and all that, at least try to. But this year, I go with the flow. Taking my time, in a positive way building my journey to be better each day of Ramadhan, instead of bam giving all at the first day. I'm trying, In Shaa Allah.

I'd pack most of my things (mostly books) to bring back home, just leaving a bit like clothes and things I still need to use. Will be home to pack my things for umrah, and go back to finish 3 of my papers. Haha. Let's hope for the best. I can't wait going back home for iftar, tarawikh, and sahur together with my family, nothing better than with family. But deep down, I appreciate things being like this. Me, celebrating Ramadhan by myself away from family, with friends. I got a lot of time to reflect, and like things move on. Like how I miss my younger self celebrating Ramadhan with my whole family, one day I know I will miss my Ramadhan days in my uni. Not just Ramadhan, the things here. Is different.

Can't wait to be home,

The Girl in A Hood