Baitul muslim course? Passed!

Guess what? I'm writing this a week after I went to the baitul muslim course. Lol.

This was so unexpected of me to go but somehow Allah turn the events for me to go. So yeah..

Even I'm probably not getting married in this life. But at least I did others things except marriage so I wouldn't think of it again in the future.

So.. Checked on this one. XD

The pre-marrital course was interesting btw. But most stuff I already learn from school.

Thinking back. I was already tick the box on knowledge. Haha.

So pity I'm not gonna use it.

Oh well.

Life is life.

Whatever Allah gives for me, is the best for me. :)

At least my family is happy for me..

Uhuh,

The Girl in A Hood

My first photobooth pics//Pharmily Day 2019!

My third Pharmily Day and probably my last one. Huhu.The theme is divergent & I'm team Erudite! There were many games but I lose in the ones I played. Lol. The box of fears & i can't remember game was seriously so tough!

Nevertheless, I got my first & second photbooth pics! Despite I didn't get to take pictures with the whole batch. :(

I'm gonna insert the pics here later, okay!

Lots of love & beautiful memories,

The Girl in A Hood

Everything that comes from Him, will return to Him.

*in tears*
I open my WhatsApp, ten minutes ago saying to myself I should check my phone more often.

My family group chat:

My father said that Aiko is in critical condition before 9.

Seeing that WhatsApp, I called my father saying that is it fine to tell H about her now? It's probably gonna affect him a lot because Aiko is much reason of his happiness and he's always asking how is she when she's away instead of us. I know it's funny but.. Haha.

And my father said..

She's gone.

Just a while ago.

In the car.

They (Abah+Ibu+I) bringing her to the clinic this morning but it wasn't opened yet. They went to do some errands and found that she's already dead.

I hold back my tears on the phone, even on the brink. The call ended, and the build-up tears fall from my eyes.

I'm so grateful that Allah gave me a chance to be with her on my recent break while giving me clues that her time was near. I got told off by I for telling him that she has might have little chance so take care of her but I just want them to treat her while they still can.

I'm sorry for H because he couldn't meet her before she's gone. His holiday is in another week. I'm sorry too for Aiko for not being able to always treat her well when she's sick for long.

Thanks Aiko for being the reason of our laugh, our joy, our complains for the surprises you giving to us. Thank you for being you that is: the moody cat who wants to do her own stuff, to the one who clingy for all attention. The cat that can do all sorts of gymnastic yoga movements. The so confident cat who struts on the street for all the male cats to see. The demanding cat that wants to eat baby food and drink water from our cups. You're such a baby and a queen. You know it. Haha. Thank you for being beside us when we do our jamaah prayer & zikr. Thank you for more than the 4 years memories. May Allah bless you.

Best prayers,

The Girl in A Hood

I forgot I have class!

Seriously, how on earth did I thought counselling class was on Wednesday instead of today?? 

Really.

I feel so freaking bad that I'm getting stressed out here.

I know it's just a skill class but it's different from choosing not to go to class(which I never unless really needed) and missing the class.

All I can do is calm down, zikr, calm down, zikr.

You didn't do it on purpose. Your phone was on low, you couldn't check your phone, so you unintentionally forget. 

This happens to everyone so don't freak out. 

Play it cool, okay?

Missing 1 class, is not gonna lose your marks. 

Probably should not have said that.

Chill, just chill.

You got this.

Happy 1st post for April. Lol.

The Girl in A Hood