My love language + registering for hajj + last presentation for degree

I just registered my online banking with Tabung Haji and register for hajj (as I'm had the minimum amount of savings). Guess what? My booking year is 2144. I don't know if I should laugh or cry. I really hope to do within my 20s with my still premium health. Aamiin.

Oh btw. I did my last degree presentation yesterday. It was on clinical case I did. I was sooo happy that Dr said I did a good job. That means a lot for a moderately achieving student. Thank you Dr!


I did a love language quiz at noon and here is my results:

I can confirm it is true. I feel the best when others affirms my best traits or the even better when I did hard work. Don't know if it is love but it is the best way to lift me up. Definitely.

Okay, it's asr time. Toodles!

TGiaH

Vibrant

Typing this on 17/7/2020. I know it's a week later but here it is.

I planned on blogging tonight but it's too late for thst. So I''ll just write it here (in my journal) and transfer it tomorrow In Sha Allah (sooo not tomorrow). Today's a great day. I haven't been waking up for tahajud for like almost 3 weeks (minus 1 period week) (but I did managed to wake up 3 times this week which was a real struggle huhu) and that's the longest time period without tahajud since 2 years. Today's a great refresh and perfection. It was smooth. I wanna write about my personality which my roommate describe me. Light blue, blue and green *continue after presentation practice*

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Continuing the next day. Lol. Don't ask why. Traumatised.

So light blue means calm, cool, laid-back. Blue means trustworthy, intelligent, confident. Green means reliable, wise, responsible. My first reaction was i think you're talking about a different person. Really. Here's what I think.

1. Calm? Nope.
2. Cool? As in the cool people, nope.
3. Laid-back? Kinda true, I think.
4. Trustworthy? I can't say no. You can trust me girll.
5. Intelligent? I have a kid's brain. 
6. Confident? Definitely not but I exude (is that the word) acting like I am sometimes. Just to put me out there.
7. Reliable? Somewhat. I do want to be more of this.
8. Wise? In certain things, I guess. But overall no.
9. Responsible? I try to be.

This morning, I had a Sales & Marketing class and the staff has a really attractive persona which reminds me of past me. The right word I could us to describe is vibrant (or radiant, if I think now). I'm starting to get why this special energy of I used to own is attractive. It's just feels so friendly and immediately warms you up. I miss the old me. Wish she is here to cheer me up sometimes. Anyway, that's all. 

Vibrant,

TGiaH

Segan dan tak biasa.

I never thought of title-ing my blog post in Malay. But it fits the best. The following is me rewriting from my journal because the Internet was cranky a while ago so I couldn't write here. Btw, I made a specific journal book for my self. That's where all the weird stuffs goes. Jk! I just though of having it while keeping this blog as where a I have a certain define topic I wanna talk about plus where my deepest and darkest secret lies. Lol. Anyways, let's get to it.

This morning one of the guys from my class message me on the stuffs for an individual video assignment. I replied and then he wanted to borrow my stuff. I guess it's cool if I'm still at uni (although it wouldn't be possible since all the guys would be there and have the stuffs too). I agreed to him borowing but it made me 'segan' though. Even if it's a common reaction. It's just awkward having a guy coming over to my house.

Another thing I realised (actually I knew about this already) is how I treat differently according to genders. For a moment before he asked to borrow, I instantly though of offering before I backed down because I remembered he's a male. Lol. If it's a female, I have a different persona I guess where I show my true side in the virtual world but to guys? Dry as the desert. But it's what I'm comfortable to with so yeah.

Sleepy,

TGiaH