Segan dan tak biasa.

I never thought of title-ing my blog post in Malay. But it fits the best. The following is me rewriting from my journal because the Internet was cranky a while ago so I couldn't write here. Btw, I made a specific journal book for my self. That's where all the weird stuffs goes. Jk! I just though of having it while keeping this blog as where a I have a certain define topic I wanna talk about plus where my deepest and darkest secret lies. Lol. Anyways, let's get to it.

This morning one of the guys from my class message me on the stuffs for an individual video assignment. I replied and then he wanted to borrow my stuff. I guess it's cool if I'm still at uni (although it wouldn't be possible since all the guys would be there and have the stuffs too). I agreed to him borowing but it made me 'segan' though. Even if it's a common reaction. It's just awkward having a guy coming over to my house.

Another thing I realised (actually I knew about this already) is how I treat differently according to genders. For a moment before he asked to borrow, I instantly though of offering before I backed down because I remembered he's a male. Lol. If it's a female, I have a different persona I guess where I show my true side in the virtual world but to guys? Dry as the desert. But it's what I'm comfortable to with so yeah.

Sleepy,

TGiaH