2020 Recap

I'm in midst of watching a k-drama (The King: Eternal Monarch) but to keep the ritual going let's give it a shot.

This year has been different and full of surprises and challenge. Let's go by month on what happened.

January: Holiday, business trip, worked part time, death of cousin.

February: Start of a new semester, news on covid, practical at FN.

March: Back at uni for 1 day before lock down started.

April: Extend lock down, had lots of family moments, wasted my time quite a lot too.

May: Ramadhan at home, completed a psychology cert and writing OKU essay.

June: Eid & practical at home. Attempt for vlogs & self record.

July: Industry practical's, counselling records.

August: Exams & started working the next day, visit to the hospital for driving's approal

September: Off work month, going on a trip where I knew no one and a 4 days course, received my transcript!

October: Started working again, start driving class, passed the driving's theory test (+ showing my immatureness).

November: Working with a unstable boss, emotionally hurt and drained by the teacher.

December: Passed the road test, decided to resign from work (as well as all the other staffs), saying good byes, delayed birthday celebration with lots of cake and kampung trip, passing away of my foster grandma at the last day of the year.

That is the months went by.

1. Name three words that best describe my 2020.                                                                                Eventful, challenging, workaholic.

2. Biggest lesson you've learned this year.
Is to just try your best.

3. Biggest change I did this year.
Challenging myself to say no and allowing myself to spend on myself. (and post something on instagram).

4. Best decision I made this year.
Applying work at FN. It taught me a lot and I met the best manager yet!

5. Best single achievement I made this year.
I graduated! Alhamdulillah. 

6. Who helped you get through 2020.
I pushed myself a lot. I need to push more communication with Allah.

7. Which worry was unnecessary this year?

Trying to please someone when they don't mind actually.

8. How did you grow emotionally this year?
I realize I get sudden sadness a lot. I'm very vulnerable.

9. Happiest moment of 2020.
Having my family with me during lock down.

10. Saddest moment of 2020.
I get really sad sometimes when I feel I'm not good enough. I don't think there's a saddest among all of my many cries.

Okay, it's 12 already. Happy new year!

Alhamdulillah,

TGiaH

Happy 24th

 Here's the list for this year:

1. Felt like screenshotting my phone at 12 midnight & manage to do it 1 second before it changed to 12.01 am.

2. Getting a whatsapp message from my mom about atomy at 12.00.

3. Going down stairs for my usual soy shake (after 12).

4. Falling a sleep before I know it.

5. Fajr at 6 thirty.

6. Too lazy to reply my birthday wishes.

7. Getting birthday wishes from my blind pals which is so sweet.

8. Donate RM 24.

9.. Jog/walk for 1 km,

10. Ate breakfast my mom made (nasi goreng kampung).

11. Whatsapping my boss while having breakfast then had to rush to work.

12. Change my outfit choice to an ironless one.

13. Manage to arrive on time to save the today.

14. Grateful for my skill of cholesterol test.

15. Got a  so so caring dietition that gave me a free snickers bar & free lunch which is kuey teow goreng basah from Puri.

16. Got a hijab as a farewell gift.

17. Handling a difficult customer and broke down.

18. Missing my manager (I feel like a kid underlings)..

19. Remembering the date today when writing labels and reminded of my birthday.

20. Got off work at 10 (the shop closes at 9) & forgot to snap the daily sales.

21. 3 kinds of cake for dinner with just the girlss in the familyy.

22. Got everyone t in my family to wish me (including H).

23. Being less concerned about my birthday. 

24. Sleepy while writing this.

Alhamdulillah done! Off to sleep.

The lost key.

 So I lost the store's key which I only realised last night when closing the store. I frantically call my family to find it in my room which to despair not to be found. I had to call F to come to the pharmacy. Huhu. Last few days troubles. Sorry! I felt sorry but I had no choice. I search it last night and this morning. Not found either. Then. I recite the dua in the ruqyah book for lost things after my azkar. I opened my phone and it turns out, the other staff had my keys. Alhamdulillah!

White & farewell party,

TGiaH

My 1st JPJ Test

 Alhamdulillah I passed the road test. I didn't pass the circuit test but I hope I pass it the next time around. Aamiin (really hoping for this because it might be hard for after I start my prp). Of course, I have to burn RM 350. Oh well. It's funny that I felt calm after failing. It was very chaotic and I was the first person to be tested huhu which was very unexpected. 

After that, in the course of the next few days, I do feel sad. But it's okay I said to myself. It's okay to be sad and it's gonna be okay. After all, this month so many things happen at work. Maybe after I stop working, I am able to focus and pass the test? Aamiin. I'm grateful for my positivity of looking things where I said I pass the road test and also my calmness. With every hardship, there is ease within it. There are so many eases and I have to learn to recognize and appreciate it. 

Have to go, toodles!

I'm a good driver. Kk.

TGiaH

Privilage.

 I wish I could say more but I'm really catching time here. Last night I talked to S, my batchmate who's currently doing her training. And I realise she was very privilege in ignoring all what is happening at the company because it's not quite affecting her. Anyhow, I reflected back. 

To be continued...