Down the memory lane a bit today as I am smiling at our awkwardness with our own high-schoolmates. How we were all once 17, now 28 the bros with their wives and kids, then just me and A sitting in our singleness somewhere far over their table. If we were all single perhaps the "seganness" might be a lil less, yet this is the beauty of different phases of lives paired up with the same age and then the different gender. Anyhow, found a video of us all back then, the funny faces, our youngster self, how could not I smile? I miss the times and I am happy now.
Just reminded I started writing this when I was 19, and still going. Friday night was chaotic. I remember the Tuesday my friend with her sleepover + bridal surprise. I managed to put in a quick plan. Her with the balloons. Haha. The it's a girl balloon is so funnyy. Shopee same day delivery saved us. Haha. Then my lil outburst at the bakery over our received hideous cake, Alhamdulillah they fixed it. Also, my brain onto my tablet so the rush. KL at 2am. Haha. It's been 2 years ish since I met them. Andd a sisters breakfast date.
I got to go to course, as I planned to bring on my laptop somehow after consideration I though it's better to buy a tablet. And it arrivedd todayy. Phew. Alhamdulillah. Just I forgot to buy the screen protector so hope it manages to arrive fast too. As I'm going to be away during the ISO audit, I need to ensure the others that stay knows the process in and out In Shaa Allah.
Wednesday, I had a fever and it was my appointment day. Little I was able to recognize I was sick as when I woke up my heart felt heavy so I thought my instinct is telling something bad is gonna happen. Yet, I was sick so extra in tune and touchy with my feelings. The occupational therapist, he was nice excpet how he dismisses me to not cry which I proudly say it's my right and no one gets to tell me how I should or should not feel. Of course I said it in my own way. This session too I was able to detect the super stresses and some of my childhood wounds comes from my healthcare helpers. Though I didn't managed to write it down as I had a fever with I feel no energy to eat dinner (I barely ate that day). Alhamdulillah, I was well and back at my feet Thursday.
Anyhow, this week was eventful, memorable and fun. Alhamdulillah.
Pink and cute at 3 in the morning,
TGiaH