Deep cleaning + 10 traits

Independence day. Went horsemanship. Funnn. Didn't know S was coming. Then, deep cleaning parts of my room. Ahh. A blessing. 

Aqiqah day yesterday. Seeing all my cousin's with their spouses made me prayed a lot that I get the same rezqi. Aamiin. 

Another batchmate invitation hits me hard. My clock is ticking. I'm scared. I wanna be a mom. I wanna be a wife. I'm scared too. Hmm. 

Still, I'm lost. My life purpose. Looking at prof M's note. 10 traits that we would like in a spouse. Then, checked with ourselves. We would be getting a spouse close to that. 

I wished he was ready. I wished he was interested. I wished he was accepting. Hmm. Lots of doa.

My time will come,

TGiaH