Drama marathon + servicing my car

I did a drama marathon on Teach You a Lesson (it was a bit meh in the end). So I kinda wasted 10 hours of my weekend time. That's the problem with me at my parent's house. I dunno how to rest but also have a good productive day here unlike my weekend at my own house. I organised my life. Here, I'm just lazy. I miss my parents but I don't know how to spend my time with them without them getting worried (by my clingyness of wanting hugs) or without me getting agitated. Example at lunch I felt a bit agitated that my dad is not supporting that career in a hospital of course comes with working shifts & I'm not just settled down, I will be having tagging at 2 different departments for me to actually be able to do my shifts. 

One thing that made my day a bit is reading my old colleagues notes where the word reliable is written. That words bring me a smile. I miss having a group of same age work friend, something I realised it's not here. All around I'm working with people 10-20 years older than me, the respect I have for them but also the mismatch in relatable things we have. It's just different. I had my car serviced yesterday, spent only ~RM140, Alhamdulillah. Drove all the way from Melaka at 8.30, arrived at 9.58am. Half an hour before my appointment. The battery's good so I hope it last until the next service or until next next service. And next week, another appointment.

I slept quite a lot today too, I don't what's wrong with me. And I'm always nervous for Monday's drive.

Currently azan maghrib,

TGiaH