For this week, my taaruf update my decision went up and down the scale a bit along with anxiety, but for now I'm settling with a no. I reviewed my minimum criteria, he did not pass. If he wanted he should have self awareness to change on that but no he didn't. I am not gonna risk my well being to let someone hurt me when they had all the time in the world the work on being a decent muslim and future husband. Yet, I hope I can end our last taaruf with good notes for us to being better people. In Shaa Allah, Aamiin.
My sister is finally home, so yeahh update time. I also feel very sorry for her about mara-ptptn. Allah.. Huhu. Her medic journey certainly not a smooth sailing. Adik akak.. My prayers for you. After all the taaruf ends, my focus dua is you, our family. In Shaa Allah.
I've got my period by the time I got home on Friday evening. Haha.
I need rest,
TGiaH
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