Sunday, 17 December 2023

Hi! After 10 years.

Sunday. Today I met my high school desk-mate after 10 years. Allah. Has it really been that long since school? Wedding are the best reunion places I guess. Haha. It's quite intriguing thinking how Allah put us three in my car, and I'm driving. I had fun today. It's a spicy refreshing way I guess meeting them. Just I realized I'm at a different stage of life where I wanna focus on soul searching myself & my purpose, and if Allah wills one day I met my soul in our best state. With pure correct best intentions, values & end goals.

I didn't notice I've been spacing out kinda lost in my thoughts as those two talk. Hehe. I need my introvert intraspective reflection time to recharge. Our tests are different & unique. Their stories are not entirely focus on this life struggles yet I'm grateful I am chosen for a different test. Detachment. Being comfortable in my own skin. Loving myself sincerely as Allah wants.

My friends' child ahh so kiut. Hehe. Somehow I felt that kid had a liking for me. You have good taste kid. Ahh. It's so fun mini-playing with him. Alhamdulillah.

My friend, the bride. She's one who told she doesn't want to be married during school yet here she is. Allah's plan. If Allah wanna make it happen, even moving the two oceans, two person will met. Nothing Allah hasn't dictate outside His plan. No coincidental I met the people in my life at specific points of my life. Allah's plan, Allah's reasoning.

That one quiet girl who got married. Yes, she put in effort first. Yet then, both did afterwards. No escape it's Allah best destiny for her. So no need to be jealous Allah wrote my love story as well as death. Death is certain, so do jodoh. His Writings.

Yesterday, had locum. This week, first screening ump. It went well, not many parcels to prepare, hence why. Kinda terrified of a oppurtunistic coworker & training for RVD next year. Guess I can't finish my jodoh klasses. It's not possible to do all. I have so little time. And next week, a smooth sailing holiday. In Shaa Allah, Aamiin.

The talk,
TGiaH 

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