End of first year.

*celebration mood*

until the results come out. Huhu.

So our semester for rx15 has officially ended on 29/5/2016, with the last Pharmaco paper.

And officially ends our first year. 

Time sure flies by fast.

I'm still in my sweet 5.6.8 room (to be exact my roommates cubicle because her fan is faster than mine. ><), just finished transferring my items to the storage room. 

Aww the body aches.

And unlucky me, my ironboard made a tragic fell on my wrist.

It's hurts. Luckily, not badly.

And my box full of books and paper (it was only a 12 1.5 L mineral water box size. Haha. #dramaqueen) already put the pain in the ass to carry it. Knowing me as the one person, who couldn't open her bottle herself.. Hey, give me some credits for carrying it!

I may start work for the Ramadhan starting tomorrow (life. TT.TT).

One of my roommates didn't catch the bus yesterday, made her #patahhati. Plus malu, she even told me to kept a secret, but I told the whole world here. Haha. Really I pity her. But it was kinda of I-told-you-so scene. So it was kinda funny. #sorrynotsorry

I got my last first year date aka buka puasa with one of my girlfriends (nanti aku tunang, wajib datang).

I got touched by a simple salam, peace and hugs from my new close friend. Seriously, I'm touched by this simple things. 

Went on a batch date with most of rx15 girls at Masjid Kuantan (I don't know the name), when it was suppose to be on the field next to the masijd (rain..).

Feeling proud of myself for being a better person and more rajin in study, #kudos

But still, don't know whether would pass this semester or not. 

Kuang2. Welcome to IIUM Pharmacy world.. A world of adventure, horror and chaos. Tears had been spill, but definitely not blood..

Still, throughout the hardships. There's so many memories worth keeping. 

Sorry, this is just one among the random post I write. But still it is the mark of my ending of first year.

Shedding tears (while all my batchmates are leaping joy with 3 months holiday),

The Girl in A Hood

Finished!!!

First of all, I've just realised my page view has reached more than 2000. Mostly because of my pharmacy interview post, which I will try to update the next part on my holidays. Huhu.

We had our BioChem OSPE the afternoon, my group went last. Again. Luckily, it's not a long wait. And yeah, I don't know i I answered the question correct or not. 2 minutes is too short. Man... You'd literally have time to only write the first thing that comes to mind whether it's right or wrong.

Note of BioChem OSPE for juniors,
just read the lab manuals, revise back on the practicals, memorise the simple formulas and normal values, graph & instrument. And revise the fasting, starving slides if you manage. And you are good to go! (I given much clues, so good luck!)

After the OSPE, weirdly I was the first to arrive at my room door steps. And had this 1 hour, I-supposed-to-study-or-nap-but-happens-to-be-on-my-phone in my bed. Funny thing is my friend post an InstaStory of her wanting 'ayam goring' (Oh her BM! Haha.), which then happens to DM session of her ordering me to study, and me thought she could she literally checked whether she was peeking behind of the curtain's looking at me, and turn out to a bunch of random, funny, and ridicolous InstaStories post and DMs with her. And I got caught when she said she's going to edit a bad photo of me (she already has a collection of those! Geez.), when I edited her funny photo and sent to her.

So I went to her room. And the whole evening lasted with listening to kpop songs with her roommates and other random bunch of things. Relax and rest time after OSPE. Like Dr May has told us to rest first. So yeah..

After that, went on an iftar at MAC 2. Met my best old buddies on the window sill. And going back to my room.

And I...

Finished my study on BioChem finals which is on Wednesday. Haha. And when my roommate hasn't even started hers. And then, finishes my to-do budget proposal of a programme. (This society thing never leaves me. Even I want to or not.)

Had some time to kill, and then happened to write this.

Anyway, just hope I can score this paper. And still get the GPA I wanted for this semester. Fighting!

So much time to kill. Huh?

The Girl in A Hood

10 things in a week.

Many things happen this weeks.

Which are;

1. Online pharmaco quiz got postponed this next week the very morning we supposed to have quiz cause iTaleem break down,

2. My Viva got postponed too. Eh nope. To be precise I let the other do first. Our very first OChem Viva took so long in general. And could not cater the hundred of us. So I decided to give others the chance. Why really? Look at number 4.

3. Online Microbe quiz turn to written quiz and that means more studying.

4. Most of my batch are stress out. I literally saw one cried due to frustration.

5. I'm redha. Hoho. With anything,

6. Go do others things besides studying is very very important. Like going to Mood Republik (I didn't go) and go hang out with friends outside. And I by chance got to three eating trips with my friends. And i don't regret. :)

7, Other things I did was hold a mini surprise for other (with pizza), went to talk and daurah. #pujisikitpelajarcemerlang

8. No free study week for us first year students.

9. Funny fact, all my roommate are nowhere to be seen. -.- Do I need to call the police?

10. .... Nothing else. Owh, I forgot, I also start to read other books. Kuddos for me. <3

That's all!

The Girl in A Hood

Anger management

I'm contemplating now, which topic should I talk about first.

Cause I'm so mad (not quite, now), I decided in writing now.

For people who know me, I'm quite the person who shows every reason to smile.

And rarely get mad (that's why my adiks said that they are so scared if I get mad.)

But there are 2 things, that will burst my anger like a hot zit.

One, people who disrespect others.

Two, people who talk bad about things which are not right in front or behind the people I care.

Still, I have the patience to tolerate a one time mistake.

Now.

I really think I'm more pissed off than mad.

And it's not like a one time event. Like consequent events like make me piss off like this.

One, lack of empathy (doesn't put him/herself in other place). Second, lack of communication.

That's two thing I can say which frust me out, now. Really don't you think of others?

For me myself, the reason why I talk much is that so the other person would me comfortable talking to me later (cause they would think they know much about me and my personality so on).

There's really no other reason I talk except that.

So please talk people. Don't trouble the other party side.

And btw, that's how I managed my anger. I talk, sort it out. Cause I understand the other party.
In the end of the day, it benefits both sides. Being both rational while emotional careful is important.

And one thing people need to quit, talking behind the backs. That's another I'm really trying to be careful with my words.

Easy story. You can talk out with me. Discuss.

I'm not mad already.

The Girl in A Hood

Bonus: Sign of my anger, I huff. Sign of my frustration, I sigh first before I talk.

Excusez moi?

Got a french title this time.

Just had to blog of this funny thing, even though it's short.

Since I was young, I would sometimes get motion sickness. Sometimes are worst, sometimes it felt I didn't even had it. But having it, always made my bus trips the worst. Worser if I couldn't sleep as I would felt very dizzy and felt like puking that could hardly be contained.

And worse, I puked for the last two trip from Kuantan to Kajang (not this very recent one, as I went back by car with some akhawat).

I couldn't think of a cure. And that's when I thinking of buying meds. (And damn, why didn't I think of this before?)

So I went straight to pharmacy after my bus trip, before arriving home. And it happens like this...

Wandering in the pharmacy... And then went up to the counter..

Me: Nak beli ubat tahan muntah boleh?
Akak counter: Bole. Untuk apa ye Puan? *looking at my ring*
Me: Untuk motion sickness. *i was taken aback by the Puan, and couldn't think the word mabuk jalan*
Akak counter: Morning sickness ye, Puan?
Me: Bukan x3. *while panicking* Ummm. Ahh.. Tu tu pening jalan, eh mabuk jalan.
Akak counter: Ooo. Mabuk jalan.
Me: Haah. *at least se stop calling me Puan*
Akak counter: Nak yang ngantuk ke tak? *after eye talking with her pharmacist friend beside her*
Me: Hrmm. Yang mengantuk.

Receive and paid. Only 4 ringgit. Okay la.

All in all, do I really look like a married women?

And worse pregnant? (Morning sickness, errhh.)

Definitely, buying a shirt saying SINGLE in capital,

The Girl in A Hood

A bad hair cut.

So many things I'd got to blog for last week, so I've decided to come up with a summary of last week's event.

1. Got some few business matter done Alhamdulillah, and went back to UIA on Monday morning.

2. Had our jamuan batch, which consists of revealing our SAs, the brothers playing guitar (and singing), makan sampai muntah (which was very funny, the team I supported win so yeah!! and the werewolf game (the humans lost, includes me. I knew she was the werewolf. Dang it!) . Really had a blast with this jamuan, short but sweet.

3. Procrastinating at it's finest. I started answering my Microbiology coursework last case study the very morning we had to submit. Such a loser.

4. Giving my bench buddy (aka close friends for now) a surprise for her birthday. She said she teared up. Haha. You better be girl. It was hard enough recording my not-so-sedap voice singing her birthday song. Well, at least it's decent.

5. Went to my first konvensyen, which was the best! Had many health sciences (mostly were Medic students) there, and hearing inspiring people talking. Indeed, it boast my fire to do something for the ummah. Fighting!

6. Did some cooking at home. Simple pan-toasted garlic bread. It's yummy I would say. And so much better than the picture I tried to flatlay while cooking. Seriously, how people managed to do amazing faltlays? Of their real life I mean.

7. Lastly, and the worst. My hair. Got a little trim. Nahh. I wouldn't say it as a trim, rather a 10 inch of my hair got chopped off. And it wasn't what I wanted. I only want a short above the shoulder hair length. But what I got... It's a disaster. My youngest brother laugh his head off, While my other two brother got a shock of their life (okay, that's kind of hyperbolic. But they did get shocked.). They said they prefer my old hair, but what I could do? Huhu. Just had to wait another year to get it that long I guess. Now, I'm busy figuring out how to style my hair, making it look acceptable, and boasting up my low self-esteem of my new hair.

I'll do my own hair cut from now on,

The Girl in A Hood

Peas on my plate.

One thing about food. No matter how much I dislike the taste (except yang case yang tak boleh makan), I will still eat it anyway.

And one of those food are peas.

You know those little green ones. Usually in the three in one packet with its maties carrot and corn, sold in the supermarket.

Sadly, even though I kinda hate it, they will still appear in the common nasi, pasta and so on.

But I'm not the one whose shows they are picky with food in front of others, when taking food.

Don't get me wrong. I don't judge people who are picky with their food. But, if it's me. I wouldn't do it. And my children. Haha. Eat your veggies on your plate dearies!

And another reason is that my parents always told me to don't waste anything. So it kinda become a habit of eating everything on my plate (and someone's else, if you eating with me). And yeah. I hate the idea of precious food being waste.

Even though, I am so full. Just like yesterday, when me and my roommates went on eating at Manhattan Fish Market. I got joked around by my roommates saying I seriously looked like I was forced to eat it.

And pity them, they had to wait for me to finish it all. Funny thing is even though I'm a slow eater. But now, when I eat rice it's the same with the people with normal speed? Weird right?

Anyway, what's was I trying to blog about is that with the food that I don't really like.. I will always eat the hate stuff first. And eat the yummy stuff later.

Same as eating the bread loaf. I will tend to eat the sides first, before eating the middle part. As when I was a kid, I like the white part better.

While, eating  peas from the carbonara (or it is fettuccini pasta?. Idk the name.) I bought from the nasi arab stall at FZ cafe, I reminisce my little self (or in my other words. Termenung. My new hobby. ><).

When I was a kid, I thought by eating the stuffs I hate first. And better things will come later. And from that itself I thought about life. How I was being mocked, sometimes blackmailed by other people. And so on. And the thought I never told my parents those things. And how I back kick them with me being a good and clever student. And so on in life.

I had to suck up everything things that was hard for me. With no one I really (want?) to tell. And I survive throughout the process (just like eating things you don't like won't kill you). And things will get better In Shaa Allah.

As when I read Aisyah Syakirah's blog. Her friend said that all the bad things that been given to us is a sign of something much much better or you never expect in life.

And what she said is true. I've experienced it myself. Many times, to be told here.

If you are going through a hard. Cheer up, a good times will come. He is the Most Just, after all.

I never thought the little me, was so grown up.

The Girl in A Hood.

P/S: I'm on the way home cause I miss my family so much (and of course work too). I have a ton of other things to do. So pray for me to do well! Fighting!