An end of another shift. Taiwan conclusion.

Ahh. I miss my Taiwan trip so much & I keep going thru back the photos. I read back my last blog post & oh dear I do seem so negative which the amazing thing of a human is I forgot all about it & remembered the liberating feeling & eye healing places I've experience. I loved exploring Taiwan for its cultural look, simplicity and nature. The people are kind and honest which is the heart of it. Food, service french kissed. 

And you know after a full week of PF2, I am finally in my neutral state and having the time to brain & be excited for my next trip. I'll be in 2 countries. One is through layover but I'm anticipating visiting it. And my gracious parents let me be on the journey on my own. I still don't know how I am gonna safely navigate the destinated country I'll be going but I am starting to learn the language & researching a lot, for my safety. 

I'm so grateful that this time shift is so much better than the last. Some highlights are Albumin vs Immunoglobulin, Methadone, got 1 shift full of buzz, Chloral hydrate, TDM where the last night I've got three. Mostly it was manageable & I've got collegues whom I had to not be scared or ashamed to ask anything. I have to say to myself asking is not shameful, not knowing is not shameful. I am learning, one day it'll get better. 

I do half regret not going to the beach, but I'm also grateful I'm fully resting this weekend (I did go to a wedding yesterday). And Malaysia's haze make me so sad especially the drive back here. I do wish I have more time with my father. He's here for a moment than back the next. His health make me weep alone.

Weeps,

TGiaH