Just a bag of emotions//layered haircut, hopefully.

I just watched a short on Israel hostages being released. Allahu. How happy and well kept, thanking for treating them so well while they were hostages. My eyes are watery. The Palestinian deserves the same. Allah. Before then I watched Mrs Harris Goes to Paris. I have to be honest I paused at a scene where I taught she's gonna be manipulated because of her innocence. I hated to think in my mind I don't wanna watch a woman who's not smart for herself. Simply, I was wrong. The story continues with kindness and my eyes turn watery when everyone welcomed at the measuring room. Despite the innocence, I kinda don't wanna buy into that. But the thought of being celebrated and deserving something so well made. Ahh. Will one day I have that amount of selfish/love to celebrate myself like that?

I finally got a day in yesterday. Finished XO Kitty. Eeee. Sorry, I become a kid again. Haha. It's okay. It's okay to have that side. Mainly MinHo and Kitty, while the I love the friendship from all the cast. I disliked the same gender likeness it's promoting. Ughh. I concernly worry about the next gen. Even my gen, tbh. 2 close people are married this week. One my foster cousin on Friday, N. And another one is F, where she in her buziness of nikah she shared her live. Ahhhh. Fan girl scream. Alhamdulillah. I don't know how the obstacle for their marriage life but I truly pray for Allah to make it easy for them. Aamiin. Also this week I read one of my friend's blog, I have to say ahh thank you for showing the side of marriage and another side of you. Nobody does that much, making me feel I'm in a bubble. Huhu.

After this I got a spa date with F. Alhamdulillah for this. It's says BFF package, I never know if we are but I'm grateful enough for have a constant solid friend like her. I'm gonna chop my hair off. A layered cut I hope. Andd just to say yesterday I bought a tube of Ilao Ilao on shopee food. I'm trying to not be guilty of this, but I really really wanted Ilao Ilao. And that's okay. This week I've tried a bit of minimal makeup for with glasses. The only reason, I 'rajin' cause it's school holiday (so got the extra time) and I was on my period. Next week, back to old me. It is nice the feeling of more put together. 

I'm still a little late on the 2025 bandwagon but it's okay, next week I'm facing the real deal. 4 days without my parents at home.. Anything but Allah's protection. Okay la, I really need to go.

Ikigai,

TGiaH