"Jodoh ni Allah yang tentukan. Allah yang rancang.
Jika tiada jodoh ni dunia, ada jodoh di syurga"
Simple words, yet coming out perhaps from tok touches my heart. Even yesterday, I nearly shed a tear when tok said. It felt like a answer to relief my stress, anger, resentment, my wants of how hard Allah put me through this test. Like this instance, I want to move on yet Allah sent down an accident. An accident revealing I care. For someone that perhaps doesn't know I care that much even. How is that that night I even prayed solat hajat just so she's safe & sound. Allah chose me for this test.
I'm trying my best. I have to move on despite it's gonna take some time. He's not the best for me. At this moment. I deserve someone who wanna invest his time for me. Grateful for me. Wanna be friends with me.
This week. 4 days eid adha holiday (1 official holiday + applied leave, then weekends). Meeting the very old to the very young this week. I realise I love old people. I love holding, caressing their hands while listening to their stories though at time I don't understand part of it while sometimes their dozing off while doing it. Trying to hold a 1 month baby. That one at least I accomplished for a few minutes.
Visiting the beach. Ahhh. I really want a holiday by the beach or island this year. Aamiin. Terengganu was good. Half-ish. I think. Lots of resting. Just poor abah. I hope he gets rest too.
And my close friend F gave birth to her son this morning. Alhamdulillah. I feel blessed as a friend.
Need to go for a bit of studying,
TGiaH
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