Didn't wrote yesterday so here I am today. First day back at work, had it a bit easy today. Back home slept woke up suddenly a pang of depress + sadness. There are those moments.
How is that I'm not good at expressing myself. With the right words for someone. Alhamdulillah I bought the book KEKOK. Maybe the few past events bought me to buy the book. A reason for everything, ey?
Alhamdulillah, settled for May's CCM (just need to tally back the timing & print out the reasoning notes).
I am loved.
I am loved.
I am loved.
Some days shows how inadequate I feel. Missing parts. Attachment. Pain. Sad emotions.
Had a full 3 day weekend.
Fri- lunch call almost didn't go back early, CCM thingys to do
Sat - wedding things + locum
Sun - all 5 siblings day out at PBAKL + 4 fingers + hanbing + barbeque
Mon - last minute lalaport to meet up with a friend dok Brunei
Feeling blessed really.
It's just over the weekend his family got into an accident. His mother, mak. I was worried. I cried. Therefore, I found out I care. Not him, but his mother. Her kindness did touch me. May Allah bless her with the greatest reward. Aamiin. She is safe. Alhamdulillah.
Reminding myself to do kindness with detachment of repayment or outcome. I do it for myself. Not for others.
Mak,
TGiaH
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