Ended!

The taaruf finally ended. Yuhuuuuu. Haha. I felt so relieve when it did. And beautifully with Allah's plan at that. 2 months exact. My on a day off, tuesday his mom text first which was majorr alert surprise then yeah everything else comes to piece. I didn't even to put much effort. Fuhh. Stress season is over and I'm back with being me with a lil aftermath state of mind and emotion but I'll get through this. I will. Biiznillah. To a better me, to a better someone, to a better future.

Felt super on top on weds, which was really nice. Kak K & his mom, really sooth my confidence. Thank you for liking dear me.

Renewed my roadtax, bowled. Kinda good score at first. Today however is a lil particular rough day a bit. Waking up to a lil anxiety at heart then sadness. Hmm. Then awkward afternoon. A lil unsettling feeling but I got this.

Current jam: Arwian Dwi - Satu Shaf di Belakangku. Sweet as honeyyy.

Reflecting Idk myself if I'm ready. 80% is me being my best version of myself, healing, making way through. 20% is finding him.

Saturday night,

TGiaH