I'm nervous. I'm anxious. I'm overthinking. Sadly but that's the truth. This past week since Monday, I've been thru positive and down episodes of passing the test. But I have to assure I'm doing the best I can and really truly believe that Allah gives what is best for me whatever that is. I fasted, I practiced, I prayed tahajud, istikharah, journalled, asking dua for my friend. I made a nazar to fast 3 days non continous if I pass the test. After the test, I want to rest. I want to stop feeling anxious. Feeling lighter finally. In Sha Allah.
Oh Allah,
I pray that I pass my jpj test on 2nd of March 2021
- That I am able to do every element properly, correctly without any mistakes.
- That I am able to do the test feeling calm and full reliance on Allah.
- That the jpj officers are kind and digerakkan hati to pass me the test (lulus jpj).
- That I deliver a clear speech without stutter.
- That someone kind will help me to put the steering knob securely.
- That I will gain confidence and peace from my extra class tomorrow.
- That my teacher will have sabar and talk nicely to me.
With passing this test, I'm grateful thankful that Allah always ease my affairs and allow me to help my family by having me to drive. And be the happy cheerful person I am.
Please, Oh Allah. I'm desperate.
TGiaH
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