How is it I'm still blogging..

Salam maulidur rasul. I'm too lazy to blogg. I ended up scrolling my phone for 5 then slept until 6 in the morning. Haha. So I am at 6am writing my blog. Had a super rush in finishing off ump. Haha. 67 in 5 hours? Alhamdulillah I was assigned at webconsole and park and take the next morning. Allah had ease my affairs without me asking it directly to the schedule maker. So I somehow managed to finish that. 

Wednesday and Thursday. Somehow the car park was already full at 8 which is aye lots of people trying to get to work here using MRT. And Alhamdulillah the disability parking slot always save me. I really do think they need to add more car parks. *subuh jemaah prayer break>>+wash face, brush teeth, skincare, stretch*. (Now I'm left with 11 more minutes before I really need to go.6.49am.) I had my first coaching lab as a coach. I think I did well as a beginner coach. Also it was despite my coachee doesn't have any goal. My spontaneous act was I wanna kick here. Haha. Had my second session as a coach the next day. I think I did good too. Just gotta work on the close ended question. I managed to walk again in the morning from the station to the place. This time the google route but I wouldn't walk the same route cause as I was passing by there were dogs barking from the woods. I enjoyed my time in the course and friends. I think mainly cause somehow everyone has I wanna learn and grow vibe. 

Friday, I managed to do a coaching session with my coworker thru phone. Blessed her with helping me. In Shaa Allah I can do it. 6 out of 20 session down. A work in progress. I had work on Saturday which was chill (3 days holiday). Ohh. I had to pick up my labcoat from the store (stitching up my name) but it was with my friend so that's that. Sunday had 3 wedding invitation (2 from schoolmates of different schools, 1 is my parent's friend). Went to 1 with my family (incomplete without abah & I). Settling my visa umrah photo and vaccination. Alhamdulillah, my dua of a cheaper shot was answered. And the things to be done was smooth. Just.. Is it just me or I'm a little worried why the admin hasn't followed up on me yet regarding my umrah booking? And they haven't replied all Friday, at least the sales person replied. 

Allah ease my affairs, aamiin.

TGiaH

P?S: Happy Malaysia Day!

Hi there.

Hi there. Simply I just write that as my title this week. Had a pretty productive, fast moving week. Though I feel refresh after my 2 days weekend, monday left me tired. But Alhamdulillah tuesday I took the day off for my doctor's appointment (and originally to meet my friend later the day but Allah planed better cause we met earlier in putrajaya and at a lovely place, funnily I went to the same place with another friend today). It went well the appointment. Will meet the dr again in 5ish months. Had a little solo walk + date. Haha. I was very daring to do that. But I always wanted to explore aeon maluri. I have to say I love the place. Just I (am) supposed to be tight with my money however I think I did well just with lil sushi (just mistake on the soy sauce) and chagee (sadly the seats were full, so I didn't get to sip and read date). Next week on the mrt again. I have to say I am feeling very grateful for my free oku public pass and I think malaysia have a pretty decent public transport in the places I have to go so far. So Alhamdulillah for that.

I did a coaching session the night with my sis. I did three coaching session throughout the week which is wow I'm feeling pretty wowed I managed to do that. One during Friday lunch break and another one today post eksa. Haha. The 4 hour eksa at work raced passed so fast. Vroom vroom the time went (at least my part is done except if the boss ask for slides. Haha.). Ahh. I'm feeling of a slow night while working through what I need. I did a little colouring time the evening and a few zoning out too cause I feel I needed to. I guess it's okay to do it (zoning out), it's like taking a pause and a bit of metacognition. Anyway, I feel blessed Allah gave me the privilage of time to do it. 

Ump has been crazy leaving me breathless which is why I am so busy at work nowadays. I have so little time yet I'm grateful for the time I got still. Next week another coaching class, an opportunity I'm grateful. I guess the umrah fizz calm down a little as I now riding the bubbling small waves. Saturday (yesterday), I had done some regular housework both managed for myself (clothes) and my family (night tidy kitchen). I had a dazed saturday with somehow I finished Dr Romantic. Ahh. Another I wanna blogged, I managed to do two book reviews on my instagram (one I think last Sunday and one on Wedsnesday). I'm proud of putting myself up to the challenge. Returned and borrowed a new book. Yes again, me and my friend talked for an hour in front of her house. Haha. Adeh. I love it, yes I do. Thursday night I had kswp and Friday night did my coaching session cp3. And after this, I plan to finish up my cp5 (post class journal). 

Damn S. And yet you are still thinking what is living. 

My blog as a witness to that,

TGiaH

While waiting for the ice bandung to melt..

Basically the title. I'm waiting for it to melt to enjoy it with my drama. Ahh. Finally a 2 day weekend. Heaven. Yesterday got kenduri then visiting my mak teh. Huhu. I didn't know about her cataract. In Shaa Allah, she'll get better after surgery. Yesterday was Merdeka day. Wuhuu. Alhamdulillah. I did my first coaching session too. That's done. And another one today hopefully. My first physical class the wedsnesday and thursday. Commuting a little later in the day and through public, is nice. Kinda a break from routine. Learning it is fun. We had coaching lab as well which was fun too. Our trainer, he talk about his two child has heart defect while being so calm and accepting is wahh. I'm inspired. All in all, it's a new light seeing from non-muslim perspective. All in all, we acknowledge there's a higher power. 

Coming back on Friday after 2 days, gave me a fresh energy. That's always what rest and diversion from routine does for me. I guess, that's how I can give me best while staying long in the career I love. Monday was a rush for ump thingys. Well. I hope I did it correct that's all. Had prepared some Friday lunch last week to help out. Then had my physio + ot appointment this week which went well. Thursday rushed for iftar with the community. The umrah rush calm down this week after asking my boss on the dates. Allah make it easy for me please, if that's the best. Aamiin.

Really need to get with the book I borrow "Soulmates" and perhaps the long due review of other books. Anyhow, a chill sunday. Perhaps a bit of colouring today.

Alhamdulillah,

TGiaH

A heart for umrah.

The most random thing I decided up to date (probably), I booked an umrah package. Haha. My spontaneity just kills me sometimes. The story began with early this year, I kept praying for a chance for umrah (in the best way, health, environment, weather, basically in every way) this year plus marriage this year. I know such a gamble, especially about the marriage now I'm still miss-basically-loving-my-comfort-single-era-life. Haha. But umrah is something I'm really keen on. So that was the dua I 'kirim' to anyone on umrah this year.

Somehow somehow, this week I sent a cheap flight saudi deal to my friend who went early this year. I guess she was one of my friend I saw on her story how she misses the holy cities. Well.. Despite the cheap flight, I can't diy with just myself right? So somehow the following days I'm on a dopamine rush of wanting to go so bad & searching for deals, the right dates and adjusting my schedule. To even taking a train to go to an expo in KL which I secure my deal. Haha. Wowerz girl. I must be crazy cause I have clue on the interim dates and this is big girl has no money saved specifically for umrah. Despite the promo, how this girl gonna get probably RM9k-10k in a month? Wallahua'lam. I guess I can see how my 2 month salary going too. Haha. Whether I'll be for umrah as planned or not, Allah knows best. Also, I hope my boss is okay with 2 weeks off. Haha. Biiznillah. 

And about the coaching thingy, with my boss not here 3 days. I have no clue if I have the chance or not. Haha. Despite that, I attended the first session today. An one-on-one session on top of that. Ohh the assignments. Fuhh. This week has been busy. I don't know how I'm gonna handle the upcoming week. Also, I had my last physio at the clinic and will be focusing on hospital one. 

A little stressed (but I'm also the reason behind it) and in need of rest,

TGiaH

Adult friendships..

Suppose my schedule for locum is to start at 3, but I know I need my time. Probably in at 5. Showing how my rest, time alone doing others things are much valuable than RM25. Hehe. This girl needs some extra rest. Guess this week, the whole coaching course was ohh okay la I didn't get it so that's good. But thursday, my friend contacted me. I guess somehow Allah plan for this either way, I just needed the assurance cause takut tak larat. Haha. They're gonna replace the first session next sunday. So I guess it worked out better cause less than off of work. 

Just the next weekend are occipued with locum. And wednesday too. Similar to this week. A little challenge othe thought cause I wanna rest in but I perhaps I can handle it. Also, i turn I can give my clinic shift to my friend. Oh yeah, it was less of an ideal situation I planned to off pm on Wednesday but the switch from Tuesday to Wesdnesday shift. That's that. I book for a spa. Still got 2 sessions left in my card. Now left with one. It's okay just not brilliant. But I still slept for like 5. Haha. 

Finally bought the so long jovi lanyard. Contemplated for long because of the price. Finally it was on sale to the cheaper price I saw at 8.8 (it increase a bit after that), just with a special merdeka packaging. So I didn't get to choose the no gift box packaging, but now at the same price with the packaging, okay just check out dear. I guess before I get frustrated with too much thoughts on buying when I shouldn't. I know it's worth the purchase, the investment. And it is nice. I love it. A little luxury, worthy, investment on me. Ahh. Also, cause perhaps I'll be wearing on the train so yeah.

This week, I've got the chance and rezeki to meet up some of my friends which I guess you could say been a lot of plan cancellation before. Haha. That's that thing about adult friendship and time. It makes you appreciate the rezeki more, and the changes. People do evolve. And wallahua'lam, depends on Alah how He wants to plan. I wore a shawll + no foundation to meet up with my roomies. Mission accomplish. I was pretty Alhamdulillah. Amazed by how we are all in different stages of life. Just perhaps I wish my clothes with 1 inch longer. Ohh. The shakshuka at Glasshopper. Nice. 

Book borrowing. Returned and borrowed a new one. I guess this one I roughly plan to return in 3 weeks cause of my schedule. I spent talking to my friend an hour (55 minutes exactly) in front of her house. Haha. That' the thing about good conversation. I thought of saving some for later but oh well. We'll see. Challenge for a book review & post it on instagram. Phew. That took an hour. 

Treating myself,

TGiaH

A day with kdrama

A real dire need of rest. Alhamdulillah today I got it. The tiredness kinda got me this week. If I got the energy, I wanna do better. But my body's telling me to stay in and rest. So I've been in bed pretty much today. And my stay in activity was kdrama "Lovely Runner" and reading "Sekufu". I noticed I'm able to distant myself to the non-realistic of kdrama, my mind kinda become anti-romantic in some sense I guess. Like hmm how on earth they liked each other, is that really the journey to like someone. I can't say cause I never really allowed myself to like, so we'll see. 

Yesterday, a visit to my highschool friend. It was so good and time flies so fast. Her sons are such cuties. Had a lot of chances to hold her baby, and my heart in love every I zikr with him in my arms, the bundle of joy automatically smile. How can one not melt. They are blessed to have good looking parents, for they to have good looks. Went with another friend, just the three of us. The visit yesterday made me recognised deeper the things about life, everyone is figuring out, are on their journey, about mental health (anxiety) and childhood, personality. 

This week been on about a coaching course, should I do it? Not? Haha. I'm not even certain if I get the offer.  With the added burden of graphic designing, I hope not. Bowling, huwaa. Whyy. But redha la. Bowling again after 7 months... A first time shawl to work..  Then, I also took a brave step on instagram. So that's that. Upcoming 2 full weeks of working (2 weekends of locum). Ahh.

On my way to nesting,

TGiaH

Botox injection and I've bought myself flowers!

Yeah, I bought myself flowers (just being sniffing on it a few minutes ago. Kkk. So that's going on the title. This week, first day post kursus so definitely feel refreshed to do my work. This week been pretty good I would say with a good number (which I mean not too gigantically overload many as usual). 

Monday morning, I did my ump thing. Then the youngest fetch me for my appointment. Sounds weird that sentence so basically he's accompanying me. The 7 jabs (I think it was 7 I lose count. Haha.) was painful especially with my arm acting out. The obvious pain made it so grateful my brother was driving me back home. I did botox! Which is so weirdd. My arms are obviously much easier to manage in cases I don't need to struggle it to relax but doing some of normal thingys like tying my hair and wearing my armsocks are a bit of a struggle.  I wish my feet got a bit of botox but yeah the risk of struggling to walk. Never mind. Except my thumb is stuck in as always. Kah2. Someone's not chilling ey. Either way, it does feel like many years of muscle tightness relieve. The doctor said I'll see results in a week, so yeah lucky me in the next day. I don't know if it will be much softer but according to pharmacokinetics likely yeah before plateauing. Also, for the botox the specialist use ultrasound and for me that's kinda cool. I rested the night.

Tuesday, I was tired with a mild fever and sore throat. Haha. The pain was moderately there. Anyhow, it progress better. Wednesday was a full (normal working hours + locum) workday. A risk but I managed. Thursday nothing much except talking to my schoolmate which later the Friday morning I decided it the time to borrow her books like I mentioned to her. She such a cool person and I always wanted to be her since I know her. Haha. A great person and soul definitely. That Friday lunch break, I went out with my coworker. She rarely went out which made me grateful I asked her out for a desert date. I think she enjoyed it despite our taste buds are different. Still the food is yum. As I finish up my lunch, I was thinking if I should buy something for my schoolmate as I originally thought of gifting something when I return the book but as I was out, so conveniently I buy something now. The problem was I was so clueless about her taste of food. Is she okay with chocolate or fruits or nuts. So deciding on desert was a headace. Haha. Fortunately, from her ig reminded me she might like flowers so yeah flowers it is. I contemplatedd whether to spend 9 bucks for myself as well but I said if my friend deserve it, why not me too? So flowers for me it is too. And I'm a happy girl. Alhamdulillah. Ohh. I also buy peach strudel (Kenny) for my mom which a must because I know she loves it!

I was super exhausted the afternoon and slept in the night which made me didn't manage to do laundry that night which then the next morning, I didn't manage hang the clothes before I go to locum. My dad a life saver and I'm so grateful he helped me out. Love him to bitttss! Also, I hate others doing my laundry but desperate times. Huhu. The evening until night, we went out to my aunts with my cousin 2 weeks born baby. Got a bit of emotions bundle that little fella, But who can not love the little joy of life. Sunday, I thought I had the day to myself but we had a kenduri. So there's that. Still, today was super enjoyable and self focused still. I managed to watch Anyone But You after my afternoon nap. I hope for slow enjoyable days more In Shaa Allah. A thing during the kenduri, I talked to my bro. At moments, I pause I see around me and said I'm grateful for this moment right here. Also, I grateful for things to not pursue (I knew this back then just reconfirming the thoughts like subsconsciously is carthartic again and again). 

It's a rainy day today and I'm happy girl for my flowers. Kk.

TGiaH