The baking side + freeing my teeth + massage heaven

Ahh. So let's begin writing. Despite I dunno why I feel so lazy writing this. The morning I feel up to it. I was supposed to write in the afternoon but I proscrastinate. Now night came. Feeling up and down, sometimes a sting of coldness, and serabutness. Wow. A whole lot of feelings can one person feel in a day. Today is a in day. Living inside my shell, hibernating for me to have the energy to go out to the world again, tomorrow. Slept a lot and quite a lot of 'wind', post massage thingy I guess. 

Massage yesterday was heaven. It's like having the body revived to a certain percent. And it was so divine that I slept during the massage, and after. Kinda felt sinned for that though. It also made me realised how money can make a difference and being able to afford such is a luxury. But now I have money concerns. TT.TT Am I able to sustain this kind of lifestyle? I don't have much in the bank etc. Then, 30 minutes ago I read on fb where someone shared how a rich person one day despite having a ton of savings, assets such became poor. It said about how Allah is the almighty powerful and never think how we got rezqi is by our effort instead it's from Him. Certainly, a knock on the head it is. How gracious Allah tells me an answer to my thoughts. Subhanallah. 

I went with dear F yesterday. Oh boy we had a lot to talk about. I'm happy having her in my life, someone who wants to be friends with me, and I feel comfortable with. Hope so she. There is a whole lot left to talk but maybe next time. She enjoyed the massage too. Alhamdulillah I'm glad I invited her. Should definitely go again spon. 

This week I had the Tuesday off and Friday afternoon off. Decided to go on a baking workshop on the Tues. It was nice, though kinda simple. The drive back though. Made me feel sore till Friday. Fuhh. And facing the KL jam. I kinda underestimated that. Still, I manage to get in by 5 minutes late. Alhamdulillah. I love the vibes, the positivity, the whitness around, the clean clear surrounding. That was the part worth paying for. While I was around went to a cafe supposingly famous. It was nice still but the parking was hurrendous. Funnily I didn't know the place was so near One Utama. I thought I could went to a desert cafe next but decided to start drive back to Putrajaya. Stop by the Putra Mosque, having a few moments there. Alamanda next, bought flowers. Andd I still can't forget about the vanilla rose scent. Huhu. Why it has to be expensive. Hopefully, one day mine. Aamiin. Picked my bro up and home. Being the driver it sometimes does feel like a job on its own.

Friday come. Though of going to Bangi Gateway to eat lunch and practice but thought it might be a rushed so decided to go to Ayer 8 Nippon Sushi instead. My lil memory place. Last meal perhaps there begore goodbye. Going to the dentist, I felt quite okay until there was a moment I felt a bit sad parting with my braces, the place etc. Anyhow, I manage to not cry. The process did hurt a bit of course blood. Probably of my swollen len len gums and being there for so long. My teeth is so nice that I can't help feeling beautiful with it. Just a one day phase though. Running my tongue through my teeth feels so fun now and amaze by how big my teeth and space feels. However, just a lil downside I got cavities and a bit of caries of my lower teeth at the hook part. For sure food stuck in there and I can't make the way out there. Anyhow, I should go.

Isya' jemaah prayer calling,

TGiaH

Sweetness of solah

Today gonna be a bit different type of blog. I wanna talk about on my mind. About solah. Before that, let's go thru my week. Work starts on Tuesday then got extended on Thursday with F, until 8. I was feeling kinda guilty of not keeping her company but I'm scared I might be a lil tired for work the next day oh well. My off claims was successful. I'm getting off Tuesday next week. I  might try joining a baking workshop netherless I have weekend shifts in another hour. So I do need the day off. Hope work goes smoothly. Aamiin.

Yesterday, I participate on selection for bowling. I bowled terrible yesterday still need to practice my release as I always tend to go sideways. Meeting a few peps and new friends there. Some are great athetes. I's just that I was bothered by how some are not concern about solah. Why? With like 20 minutes time to rush from the bowling alley to the musolla are they not even concerned? One said she wanna solat at home when her home is like 40 minutes away. It's sad. Really. I do feel that ting. And it's a pity for them to not know the sweetness of having solah that miracle connection, communication channel with Allah. To have Allah to love and serve. Huhu. Why. Why.

Okay. Gotta to rush to work.

Allah. Keep me with among those who pray,

TGiaH

Eid Adha 2nd Day + A Long Line for Kunafa

Again. I'm not in a mood for writing despite not doing much today. Just laundry. Ughh. What is wrong with me. Anyhow this week was my first full week at P11. I like it there though I feel I'm a bit took granted for the free food. Thurs had extended hours until  10, supposingly 8. Did a fast job which I felt kinda good? Took cr on thurs + fri as pre eid break. Had my car fixed and now it got tinted Alhamdulillah. Had a practice bowling, did so badly. Huhu. Thought of having my car washed but it can't with the newly tint. A mini trip to KL. KLCC-twin tower-kunafa-bukit bintang-pavi. Nice. Would go again. 

Eid come did not much tbh. Like going to help this year not. But did a korban still. Family visit and that is just it. Hooked with a new drama extraordinary attorney woo, which the main character has autism. Sadly only 4 episode. 

Done. Writing.

TGiaH

The fitnah of this world...

Took me some thing to be a bit rajin to write this. It's not like I'm doing much, just on my phone. Scrolling, mindlessly or really? Feeling like having a conversation tonight but I guess there's no one on my other side yet. This past week went overall good. Had the bit of anxiety of last week and fast typing the reasoning letter. And my first lunch call! I hope I did it well. 

Went bowling the saturday, with the time. I guess it got me thinking of boundaries and respecting others. How should I put the line on making jokes about me/flirt/disturbing me. Regardless, putting a straight face is something though the heart is afraid of the fitnah I may caused. Beauty a fleeting character Allah put in this world which is only 1% percent of what jannah can offer. But just that can stirred a souless body. Hmm. Protect me oh Allah.

I nearly about A's wedding. Had to trouble my dad but we made it. I feel bad for my dad. He deserve so much rest. and happiness and the luxury of slowing down, taking the time. I had a more positive thought of having a big walimah, sadaqa for ppl, food. And thinking of how time is ticking for my parents. Will I get to build my smol fam before they go? I hope so. Aamiin.

Yeay! Done.

TGiaH

Getting married by the end of this year?

Just kidding. But the above is what my mom told my dad who told my friend's S dad. Haha. Just a funny story. Maybe? Maybe not? Allah knows best. So D got married last Saturday. Ahhh. Love her wedding everything, the food, the vibe, the bride. Loves! Spending S & her fam was great too. A lovely father/daughter trip to Johor. Thanks abah. TT.TT

Last Friday, I kinda partake a mistake which I gave the wrong meds to a patient. Apparently the person who fill & cc did that. But my mistake of not double checking. However, I did my very best until the end to solve it which I proud of myself. But it was mentally exhausting plus the anxiety (after the patient thing then my boss second). Just a thing, double check every time. 

So that's all.

Put a ring on my finger, feeling better,

TGiaH

First solo trip (Ipoh Trip) + 1st 100+ hit bowling

My body is strangely similarish period sore for the whole day but I'm toughing myself through it In Sha Allah. My father's car was hit by a lorry today. I'm just grateful he's safe. Allah..

I took the Mon-Weds off. My first solo trip ahh. I wished I wrote on Weds instead of now nvm. The trip was wonderful. It's a whole discovery of owhh I love myself to hang around just by myself. I ate a lot of good food & lots of nice moments. The 2d1n was the best. The best part was the conversation with akak chinese otw there. It was rejuvenating. 2nd best was getting amazed by the beautiful place I stayed. The Tudor. Third is of course, the cave park. In Shaa Allah, another solo trip when the times comes. I wished I bought a book and pen to write. It just seems suited. 

Most commented how brave I was for going alone. It just seem natural & afe to me, somehow. 

Sat, I went out with ppf F for breakkie and a salon trip. Uuu. My hair smells amazing. Then I went bowling myself. It was pretty packed, so while I wait for my lane I watch the trainees doing their training. I guess, it helped a bit in my bowling. Hehe. I played 4 games. Scored the 105 then up to 112 the third game. In Shaa Allah, getting better every practice. 

Okay, my shoulder is demanding for rest. Gotta go.

Another adventure,

TGiaH

Change of heart + first bowling ball

Monday, in the mrt. On my way to kl sentral. Catching the ets to ipoh. Hopefully, I get there in time. I was ionda snug in bed & enjoying the lazy morning I had but I knew I had to get ready and go. I start packing my bags at nearly 9. Haha. Talking about procrastinating and funnily my carefree, not so planner side. Maybe coz it's a 2d1n and on my own (in a sense that if anything goes wrong, it's just me). I like this vibe.

At wotk, I had a day at P11 and it was good. Most of thd week is. And Monday ph? Heavenn. Except Friday was a bit of a ughh. But overall nice. I, my bro got back home on Friday and so we all had dinner at ayer 8.  Little I know we had this viral famous's shop food. And choosing coffee bean for my latte was nicee. I kinda got the name of org putrajaya that day. Haha. I know the ways simply.

Saturday. Busy day. Dear cousin A is getting engage. Just a little side story she's not the 100% happy self yet. Needing time to let go. Her fiance seems sweet. Aww. May Allah protect her always. Then a trip to pak cik G. Later at night, the newly weds coming over our house. Ahh. Nicee.

Sunday. Kinda slept. Tired likely. After asr, I got to the bowling alley and bought aa new ball. Oh gosh, I failed terribly. Side effects: sore shoulder & wrist.

Bowling please go easy on me,

TGiaH