First week hospital attachment

 Alhamdulillah, this week was my first week for hospital attachment. You know what? It's been so smooth Alhamdulillah that I kept saying Alhamdulillah. I hope the future weeks are also like this. I'm still behind a bit for screening and counselling but hopefully I can catch up with the upcoming weeks. Ya Allah, I really hope I can complete my logbook. I meet S, who I can get along quite well. And J being so helpful with us too. 

This weekend was a bit of a drama. I left the group chat because I know it's the right decision for disciplining myself and avoiding the triggers that make me sad. Now, I need to make a new healthy routine for myself which includes writing my journal. I really need some self focusing activities. I need more self-love. And minimise kpop, please? I have to brain wash myself again. 

I need to pump up some adrenaline with some exercise and tidy my cluttered room back.

Tata,

TGiaH

A 7 hours long class + Grocery shopping alone.

 I'm super lazy to write and guess what the sigma class has a 7 hours long class. Aigoo. Just have way through it. I managed to get my usual work done, clean the desk and sheets. Ahh I can't wait for Muharram's holiday next Tuesday. My body doesn't feel that good macam angin. I ate durian & cempedak uite a bit plus feeling sleepy from it. Doing work makes me feel better.

I went aeon alamanda last Thursday. I guess I'm a grown up now shopping groceries on my own. But carrying the heavy groceries are not fun. Huhu. My arms was sores until yesterday. Did I mention I got meninggococcal vaccine the Friday? Oh and this week there's a new prp in. I hope I taught him well. A week left until my hospital attachment. Yikes!

Gotta go maghrib,

TGiaH

Opps. I miss 2 blog updates.

 It's August already. Phew. I'm scared. This week was the last for my DIS attachment. Oh boy, this week was a roller coaster. With going back & forth Bangi cause one my housemate is quarantine-ing and then suddenly one the staff is positive to the stress of handling UMP. To being okay then down. Feeling upset about prp A until today. My body is feeling like a slump. And I still wish weekends are longer.

Some noticeable incidents this week:

- the lady with no fingers

- one young pt in his twenties and one old patient is 70s just got their anti-htn meds

Reflection: The gift of health & jodoh.

I just wanna go lay down,

TGiaH

A small gesture

I wanna be in bed. Just wanna say thank you to whom yang said hi to me when I'm a bit down. Thank you.

First week back at KK & still no viva

 I don't know what's wrong with me being such a sleepyhead. Literally I sleep a lott. I think I have too much sleep in my system. Anyhow, this week was the the week I'm back at the clinic. I'm having my DIS attachment now and so far okay. DIS doesn't require much work. Anyhow I had the evening syifs. At Monday, I had one. So I did place my dental appointment Monday for scaling. It was painful a bit and I bleed. Even after gargling it was still pink. I felt rather happy working that Monday too. Thursday was another day of evening syif, the last for a while since they changed the operation hours. I had a little anxiety over thinking I don't know much about stor. Anyhow, the Friday I did race during lunch going there. I really hope I can ace my viva probably next week. Aamiin.

Viva oh viva,

TGiaH

In the office

I'm typing from my office computer. Hicks. >< I arrived early from my home2 at Bangi. I was feeling rather down yesterday after work and I wanna get hugs. Hence, I drove home. I don't regret going back home, it made me feel better. A good divergent for me to detach & reprioritise. Though I do feel I tang of sadness & weakness when I hug my dad this morning. On my way to work, I just recite the selawat & I feel some strength seeping back in. Alhamdulillah. I might go back home again today. We'll see. 

Detach, let go.

TGiaH

Feeling neutral but sometimes sad..

 The 3rd week at PKD and next week will be the last. How time flies. Yet again, I don't feel like blogging. I miss talking to my friend a lot. This feeling mainly due to my period which sucks. I'm gonna try to keep my hands to myself this upcoming week. 

Kak A transferred to KKP9 for a while sadly. Hopefully first of July I get to drive her again. This week been folding aprons. I went to KKP9 with Puan S for store verification & she bought me nasi kerabu which is so kind of her. I had a full day at KKP18 and the job reminds me when I was working back at FN. Life goes on ey?

Sore,

TGiaH