Capacity.

Okay. This word just come to my mind. Capacity. I have a certain degree of capacity and which I have to admit doing Youtube amidst all of what I'm doing now is pushing my limits. So yeah right on time. I had created 30 videos and 30 shorts for daily posting. Now, I'm planning to downsize to something more manageable. Maybe 1 or 2 videos and recreate them as daily shorts? I don't know. The channel seems very stagnant. Anyhow, I'm managing that on Tuesday. 

Still to note it's also a struggle to say to yourself pause on the work. Don't do work. Rest. Ha. Unresolved burnout. 

This weekend I'm having a very much weekend in. I basically did the minimum but it is what it is. Until this morning, I feel very sore and if only I had a massage. I'm not picking up any interest on the social medias and netflix, so I'm taking it as sign to take a break of it. My room is half dusty, not much messy. But I can't pick up myself to dust it in view I only have 2 hours left before going to locum (I'm planning on meeting a friend too) and the risk of not being well in the next few days at work. Risky. 

Another update is I got my car tinted. Alhamdulillah. I underestimated how it took my whole day for it. But still Alhamdulillah. Decided to go for a middle size price but better specs. I hope it last. I did spend the day before rigorously researching on it. 

50.3kg,

TGiaH