Hmm. Feeling a little glum. What is the point of taaruf-ing when I feel like the guy has little interest in me or in marriage. Yet I still give this a month out of consideration of the family. A marriage needs a sincere guy not just a sincere lady. Am I being sincere? Yes, in my intention.
This time around, the taaruf being mostly neutral with a few moments of excitements/nervous, depending on the conversation. Do I feel positively about this? I don't think so. Just a friend. I feel. I don't know much (more like anything) about him as a potential candidate. Hmmm. Ahhh. Malas.
2 weeks left to this taaruf. We'll see then. Whatever Allah knows best.
Forgive me for every sin I commited/didn't ya Allah.
Raamadhan has come again. Alhamdulillah I'm blessed to live during another Ramadhan. Wedsnesday night was the first night. After tarawikh which felt so short, I recited like until early juz 3, then eh I'm on my period. Wippee. Haha. Anyhow, our family is blessed with a full family circle for iftar. Alhamdulillah. Having everyone here is a blessing.
Let's roll in bed, shall we? Well.. After house chores,
TGiaH
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