Don't give me the scaree.

Sunday again. Manage to pickup myself to write a blog. Hmm. Work 4 days this week. Heaven. Just that the scare of pfk reshuffling + the worry of actually being able to join parasukma. Huhu. May Allah ease. Practice bowling today. 5 games. Trying to adjust my 9 ball. Still struggling. And having the 5 days gaps is a mistake seeing my arm swing is off. I can do this!!

I didn't sleep in as much today so I'm proud of myself. 

This week was H entering to uni for intern. Hahh. Manage to find him a place in which in his rezqi has a bus to and from his intern place. I just hope he manages himself. Aduhh. Pity my adik. Huhu. From preparing the things, ironing his clothes, everything. I just want him to try appreciate how people do things and much better copy it. 

Yesterday had my sis's khatam Qu'ran ceremony. Seeing the lists of achiever people was like wahh. I used to be one of those too. Know I'm struggling of my place in this world. 

Talking..

Makes my realises how crucial a partner is.

Marriage..

Seems like a rush phase. Taking my time. Do I appreaciate my time? 

Money seems one of the obvious reason not to rush. 

But why am I still lazy?

Not preparing myself to be diligent?

Where's my spark?

TGiaH