Social fatigue + trip to terengganu.

Work starts at 1pm today. Until 10pm. And 31st is Independane Day. My weekends been full though I forgot what I did the weekend before. Oh yeah. Family gathering + weekend shift. Didn't blog, decided to skip it. Anyhow, I skipped 2 weeks of bowling practice. Fuhh. I can't wait for Wedsnesday. To get back to bowling.

Trip to Terengganu. Had a half day Friday. From Bangi at 4, arrive at 11. Had kfc otw and slept with my mom both nights. Saturday's breakfast by the beach, Sunday breakfast by the garden. Such a therapy. By th end, on the way back I can't wait to get cozy alone in my own room. Alone. Though I don't have anything better to do. 

Then period came. Ahaha. XD

Bed looks tempting,

TGiaH

Let's go get vaccinated

Im in the movie theater. Gonna watch mat kilau with the fam. Ibu running late as I expected. 1 min to go. Okay. The movie starting.

Watched Mat Kilau yesterday. Wow I missed my fam after the movie while speeding up to the bowling alley. First time with coach. Helped me so much. 

Tuesday day off getting my bro H & sis S for their booster. Visited P18. It was nice. Then to ioi for bowlig & kfry.

Furst day shift at infeksi. Got like 3 shifts in the week. Friday with kak MY even went to alamanda with her. Pickup some makeup but the foundation was a tad too light for me. 

Saturday with F to tamarind square. She loved it! Phew. Quite a drive I did that weekend. Thank you Ramadhan.

Now Monday and definitely sleepy on my way to work. Fasted & just watched Purple Hearts. Kinda nice. I wish the people in Malaysia appreciate the healthcare aid more.

Let's get to sleep (munch2 kerepek),

TGiaH.

Desiring more.

It's Sunday evening. Hehe. Gobling on some kit kats crunchies balls + stuffing with some music (I know it's not good ahh). I decided to let this weekend 2 days of planning to staying in. Let's skip training this week okay? My body felt sore still this week until up to yesterday, which is why I decided to rest up + massage appointment next Tuesday. But I know I'm kinda contemplating on it. But still, I will train a bit of Tues so I probably need the massage. It's just the post soreness + sensetiveness, well I have mix feelings about it.

My spendings. Well. That's something to talk. From purchasing perfumes then finding out the world of expensiveness luxury out there. And for some it's a norm. Not that I desire much. Just I would like a few more perfumes and well money screaming loud here. Walking around the mall. Finding I don't really feel like buying anything. In other words, finding things I really want. Not much. For online shopping, buying stamps then up to skincare which I need for scars. Ching2. Then the massage. Ching2. Necessaties but not quite still need though. Expensive.

I got my placement at p9 with A and 2 new friends. 

Monday - stuck at p9, no placement letter. 

Tuesday - placement day. 

Wedsnesday - last day at p11. Had jamuan. The food was so good.

Thursday - back at p9.

Friday - out with kak A. Free baking goods.

Saturday - pak cik F grandaughter's birthday, more free food.

Sunday - food tester.

There's maha events. But I guess I'm not going. This week been full of free food. Alhamdulillah. Guess my money doesn't goes much to food this week.

An upper class life,

TGiaH

The last week in Putrajaya.. Opps maybe not.

The sixth post of July. Were there 6 sundays. Impossible. 

This week I work at P11 as per norm. Guess my relation with kak Z is okay2. Still adjusting to her quirks. Enjoying the work there. Just the nerves of might getting hospi was there. Woke up for tahajud the Thurs and well I did tersleep early. Tired probably. My body was still kinda recovering from the massage. Kinda dreamy better sensetive to sore. I got the answer of which pkd on Friday. Still same pkd, Alhamdulillah.So the nerves has eased. Wuu. I was so scared that I made an imprompto nazar without thinking properly. Gotta pay them back. No forgets. Oh I fought with H the Monday morning, how to start a week hey. XD We got back together the evening after I got to work.

Thursday I got the pm off. Oww. The decision to go to ioi was bad. I got a little lost to get there then the parking was dreadful then the bowling alley was full. The ups to it I made way to alamanda to get the perfume I kept thinking about at the perfume shop? Parlor? Idk what it's called. The base was the nicest smell. Not the exact scent but Alhamdulillah I got the next best thing for less (kinda) - the base (which last almost 12hurs ish. There goes my money fly away. And I did get another perfume the next day. This is for the notes. Just sadly, it lasts very short. It's hard too to find a scent I liked. Now, I wear it every time I get. My head are giving me the signals somethings. Headaches.

Saturday. Training day. Wished I did better. But it was okay. I even train again today to make up for the not enough game. Rushed though because I had a wedding to catch. Just yesterday I got to know the team mates a lil better. Got to know a 20 years old Indian kid, who I am woah by his story. How long he played, his life, his 7 years crush (and still on going) and the most woah thing his interest in reverting. Really his determination, sabr, goals, life amazed me in a way. May Allah keep him close, ease him in every way. Then rush the mak cik A birthday celebration. Classic malay theme. Let's say we forgot the memo so our outfits were like opps party crash. XD

So that's my week. Hope I get the best placement tomorrow. In kk. That I can enter the competition. Aamiin.

Let's go,

TGiaH

The baking side + freeing my teeth + massage heaven

Ahh. So let's begin writing. Despite I dunno why I feel so lazy writing this. The morning I feel up to it. I was supposed to write in the afternoon but I proscrastinate. Now night came. Feeling up and down, sometimes a sting of coldness, and serabutness. Wow. A whole lot of feelings can one person feel in a day. Today is a in day. Living inside my shell, hibernating for me to have the energy to go out to the world again, tomorrow. Slept a lot and quite a lot of 'wind', post massage thingy I guess. 

Massage yesterday was heaven. It's like having the body revived to a certain percent. And it was so divine that I slept during the massage, and after. Kinda felt sinned for that though. It also made me realised how money can make a difference and being able to afford such is a luxury. But now I have money concerns. TT.TT Am I able to sustain this kind of lifestyle? I don't have much in the bank etc. Then, 30 minutes ago I read on fb where someone shared how a rich person one day despite having a ton of savings, assets such became poor. It said about how Allah is the almighty powerful and never think how we got rezqi is by our effort instead it's from Him. Certainly, a knock on the head it is. How gracious Allah tells me an answer to my thoughts. Subhanallah. 

I went with dear F yesterday. Oh boy we had a lot to talk about. I'm happy having her in my life, someone who wants to be friends with me, and I feel comfortable with. Hope so she. There is a whole lot left to talk but maybe next time. She enjoyed the massage too. Alhamdulillah I'm glad I invited her. Should definitely go again spon. 

This week I had the Tuesday off and Friday afternoon off. Decided to go on a baking workshop on the Tues. It was nice, though kinda simple. The drive back though. Made me feel sore till Friday. Fuhh. And facing the KL jam. I kinda underestimated that. Still, I manage to get in by 5 minutes late. Alhamdulillah. I love the vibes, the positivity, the whitness around, the clean clear surrounding. That was the part worth paying for. While I was around went to a cafe supposingly famous. It was nice still but the parking was hurrendous. Funnily I didn't know the place was so near One Utama. I thought I could went to a desert cafe next but decided to start drive back to Putrajaya. Stop by the Putra Mosque, having a few moments there. Alamanda next, bought flowers. Andd I still can't forget about the vanilla rose scent. Huhu. Why it has to be expensive. Hopefully, one day mine. Aamiin. Picked my bro up and home. Being the driver it sometimes does feel like a job on its own.

Friday come. Though of going to Bangi Gateway to eat lunch and practice but thought it might be a rushed so decided to go to Ayer 8 Nippon Sushi instead. My lil memory place. Last meal perhaps there begore goodbye. Going to the dentist, I felt quite okay until there was a moment I felt a bit sad parting with my braces, the place etc. Anyhow, I manage to not cry. The process did hurt a bit of course blood. Probably of my swollen len len gums and being there for so long. My teeth is so nice that I can't help feeling beautiful with it. Just a one day phase though. Running my tongue through my teeth feels so fun now and amaze by how big my teeth and space feels. However, just a lil downside I got cavities and a bit of caries of my lower teeth at the hook part. For sure food stuck in there and I can't make the way out there. Anyhow, I should go.

Isya' jemaah prayer calling,

TGiaH

Sweetness of solah

Today gonna be a bit different type of blog. I wanna talk about on my mind. About solah. Before that, let's go thru my week. Work starts on Tuesday then got extended on Thursday with F, until 8. I was feeling kinda guilty of not keeping her company but I'm scared I might be a lil tired for work the next day oh well. My off claims was successful. I'm getting off Tuesday next week. I  might try joining a baking workshop netherless I have weekend shifts in another hour. So I do need the day off. Hope work goes smoothly. Aamiin.

Yesterday, I participate on selection for bowling. I bowled terrible yesterday still need to practice my release as I always tend to go sideways. Meeting a few peps and new friends there. Some are great athetes. I's just that I was bothered by how some are not concern about solah. Why? With like 20 minutes time to rush from the bowling alley to the musolla are they not even concerned? One said she wanna solat at home when her home is like 40 minutes away. It's sad. Really. I do feel that ting. And it's a pity for them to not know the sweetness of having solah that miracle connection, communication channel with Allah. To have Allah to love and serve. Huhu. Why. Why.

Okay. Gotta to rush to work.

Allah. Keep me with among those who pray,

TGiaH

Eid Adha 2nd Day + A Long Line for Kunafa

Again. I'm not in a mood for writing despite not doing much today. Just laundry. Ughh. What is wrong with me. Anyhow this week was my first full week at P11. I like it there though I feel I'm a bit took granted for the free food. Thurs had extended hours until  10, supposingly 8. Did a fast job which I felt kinda good? Took cr on thurs + fri as pre eid break. Had my car fixed and now it got tinted Alhamdulillah. Had a practice bowling, did so badly. Huhu. Thought of having my car washed but it can't with the newly tint. A mini trip to KL. KLCC-twin tower-kunafa-bukit bintang-pavi. Nice. Would go again. 

Eid come did not much tbh. Like going to help this year not. But did a korban still. Family visit and that is just it. Hooked with a new drama extraordinary attorney woo, which the main character has autism. Sadly only 4 episode. 

Done. Writing.

TGiaH