In the office

I'm typing from my office computer. Hicks. >< I arrived early from my home2 at Bangi. I was feeling rather down yesterday after work and I wanna get hugs. Hence, I drove home. I don't regret going back home, it made me feel better. A good divergent for me to detach & reprioritise. Though I do feel I tang of sadness & weakness when I hug my dad this morning. On my way to work, I just recite the selawat & I feel some strength seeping back in. Alhamdulillah. I might go back home again today. We'll see. 

Detach, let go.

TGiaH

Feeling neutral but sometimes sad..

 The 3rd week at PKD and next week will be the last. How time flies. Yet again, I don't feel like blogging. I miss talking to my friend a lot. This feeling mainly due to my period which sucks. I'm gonna try to keep my hands to myself this upcoming week. 

Kak A transferred to KKP9 for a while sadly. Hopefully first of July I get to drive her again. This week been folding aprons. I went to KKP9 with Puan S for store verification & she bought me nasi kerabu which is so kind of her. I had a full day at KKP18 and the job reminds me when I was working back at FN. Life goes on ey?

Sore,

TGiaH

A cat's poop on my bed and another adulting step to adulthood.

 Yeah. I'm freaking lazy to write this and just wanna be on my phone in bed. Lol. I just yawn. Another lol. So this week I received my salary Alhamdulillah. Made a budget and distributed accordingly. I catched on KKDI class while working on packing. Listening to something helps me stay awake at work. Despite I have full 7 hours sleep. I still get sleepy. Haha. 

Friday was eventful. Basically

- afternoon syif

- morning trying to get the takaful med exam done (didn't get it done, but called the clinic panel for next day)

- made a new friend aka my uni senior

- off from pkd at 4.51 pm speed drive to kkp9 arrived at 5.00 pm and running up the stairs with my baju kurung

- back home eating Secret's Recipe fish and chips

Then Saturday came,

- got the exam done

- from Putrajaya with yogurt for breakfast 5 minutes late for my dentist appointment

- finally a full meal of nasi arab after

- went to dobi with S

Sunday

-  slept in

- got my cpd done except can't upload today

- helped my dad cook

- sent my the takaful permission thingy

About talking with him. I try to incorporate as much positive thinking. It makes me feel better. Although kinda false hope. Like perhaps he wanna talk to me later. And he is busy so I should be understanding. I'm confuse if I should keep talking or not. Huuu. I shouldn't make such loose timeline. Anyway, I'm bearing the price.

Need to gets a bit of notes done,

TGiaH

First week at PKD. I made donuts again. Last week's story.

 So... I forgot to blog last week. So a few things I did was contacting back the guy, tried counselling (was awkward, english and unhelpful), help with nasi arab dulang, catched on KKDI class and donuts again. It was my first week of my stor attachment. It was boring. I did a few work here and there and study the most (unfortunately the notes didn't help, I need to redo it). Anyway, that's a short recap. Now onto another blog post.

Just wanna be in bed,

TGiaH

Driving on the highway + I made donuts.

I don't know why life seems boring nowadays. I just have one less thing to expect in the week but boy I need a new interest. I did watch a few movies for a start. Me Before You is kinda good to rewatch last week. I consider Netflix but not yet. I do need to study more but nothing sticks on my brain. Huhu. 

I'm writing on a Monday since it's public holiday (Yang diPertuan Agong's birthday). I do look forward to holidays though I don't know what to do. Writing has always been a therapeutic thing to do. Hence, writing this every week is a thing I can look forward to. 

Last week I drove on a busy road (highway) back home around 5 to 6. Alhamdulillah I made it back home safely. An achievement unlocked though my hands are still shivers a bit.

Tonight, I'm left with studying pharmacy. Boy, I'm bored. Oh I made doughnuts today out of boredom. It was decent. Next time, better In Sha Allah. 

Bored. Huhu.

TGiaH

PKP Total Lockdown again

 I didn't realised I didn't blogged last week. Btw, I drove my car to work and last week I drove to Putrajaya with my adik and dad. And the very Friday I drove back alone and I arrived safely Alhamdulillah. There weren't many cars for a start which highly help. A recap of last weekend. I helped my family with almost 20+ orders last week and signed up for takaful (still need to settle some strings left). 

The cases are increasing rapidly to up to 9k yesterday and possibly 10k. Huhu. I'm glad I'm vaccinated hence I can come back to Bangi with less worries (that I don't spread to others). I hope this gets better.

A has been distant lately, seeing how A prioritizes things make me more sure to step back and redefine the level of friendship. I'll lose another connection but also an absent friend so should be fine eventually. Though I keep crying every other hour but what can do. I made my choice and I have to pay for the detachment. Trying to find new things that are interesting and keep me busy. 

Palestine have been in the news this month. I'm trying to educate myself little by little. There's so much I don't know. I feel a bit better now. Maybe I can do a bit of self invest this afternoon. Anyhow, I still need to settle a bit of my work but zohr first.

2nd vaccine dose + Last days of Ramadhan + Eid Fitr featuring PKP

 I only work 1 day this week but still I don't feel like going to work on next week. Huhu. I had my second dose the Monday. With the suddent validation assessment and our pf was so kind with giving us a pass. I didn't feel a slight ringan kepala that day. Fever, body ache the next day. Tuesday was also the day I got my car. Bought the insurance the very morning got it in time for the jpj ownership transfer and road tax. Got the car the afternoon. However, my dad & I somehow didn't properly check the car where the front bumper is slightly off oh dear us. But I was sick that day and I just followed my dad. 

Wednesday prepare a bit for eid. This year we had 2 rendangs plus kuah nasi impit daging. Eid prayer at home with H as khatib and my dad as imam. I slept the afternoon because I barely slept the night before talking to A. I need some self discipline. Yikes. Second day of eid was Jumaah day. The first day I bought my car on a drive around the neighbourhood. I still need to practice my adjustment. Yesterday night I spent my night calling with Kiara. Talking to her made me so much better. And Sunday came. Huhu. I wanted to study but ended up helping my mom. This week I did spent time cleaning the house (the fridge included) and studied a bit here and there. I wish I spent a bit more time. This afternoon going to shop some things I needed. But I want to hibernate. 

Happy eid,

TGiaH