Catching up before flight + an incident.

Busy at work. The week before school holidays. Kswp, work locum etc. 

Training bowling session at Sunway.

A rush prayer. 

A rush accident.

A hikmah.

I am given a chance. A better muslim.

Though my mind sometimes plays the scene. It's healing.

A bit of sacrifice.

Distracted.

Dunya.

Allah.. Please & always protect me from bad, evil things. Perkara buruk & jahat.

Thank you Allah. 

You blanket me with protection.

Too little I was grateful.

4 hours before flight.

Still at home.

May Allah always protect us.

And ease.

Aamiin.

Coach scene,

TGiaH

I've made it through the week.

Despite the packed schedule, less time for emotion regulations here I am at the end of the week. I haven't prayed isya' though I should. Also, haven't tidied my room yet. Ughh my luggage got full of dust. 

I made it through. My scores at bowling went a bit better. A bit. Still got to work on it. 

I've got a raise at locum. Alhamdulillah.

My car's brek went a bit loose but Allah protected me so.. Alhamdulillah.

I've gotten less locum shift. 16k sales well almost.

Manage to go to my neighbour's wedding yesterday before work though a bit late.

Gottten a lot of patients this week therfore feeling tired became a norm.

Went to darussyifa, blessed.

Tried a viral food, well.. I wanted the pancakes.

Getting the travel fever a bit.

Alhamdulillah,

TGiaH

Weekend for family + maghrib refresher + new oppo phone.

Had a slum day but then to darusyifa maghrib session. Ahh. It's seeps reviving my heart beat.

A weekend for family. A's wedding, family gathering (though I did work yesterday). Love it but exhausted.

Wedsnesday was KL public holiday. Opened up my new phone. Still adjusting period. Got some nice rest and a bowling session on Tuesday.

Guess a week of silence. Should I go try bm online? 

Me still trying to figure resting is not a waste of time. Resting is a part of life. I deserve rest. Adequately, appropriately.

Thinking of 1 month 1 travel trip. New years goals.

Thank you Allah.

TGiaH

Okay. Next!

So it's settled he's not ready. Onto the next person, hope so. This morning another family came, so maybe yes maybe no. I don't know just yet. Hmm. What a roller coaster journey. When the time comes, it will come. Allah knows when.

I still feel a lil bit of anxious attachment cause in my head running all sort of response & things I wanna talk. Well, I have my platforms; my blog, my journals, my friends, Allah & myself. Bringing back my focus to the present and clear my mind.

At least I didn't feel as surprised + upset as when I found out. Haha. This is much better. Though, I deleted the messages to make it easier on me. You go, S!

I had both weekends days off. I went to a bowling event with uitm jengka kids then meet up with roomie, S. Loved it! Now, only a few hours left before sunday ends. I better rest.

Uuu. And gaji dah masuk. Haha.

Alhamdulillah,

TGiaH

First meeting of the year + Pahang trip (11 days work strike)

I'm done with my 11 days continuous work (some lasted until 10pm) anyhow, I made it. Today's shift start at 6pm. Gotta get a lil sleep after this. Work's been pretty busy last week. Today's Tuesday, last holiday before work tomorrow. 

Hmm. I'm a lil bothered now by the question why. And the late replyy. Annoyingg. Haha. Fuhh. Sabar. I thought of sabar as this year's theme. New year's goal? Earn more money thru side income + travel moree. 

Wedsnesday, had a lil meeting. I guess I did pretty basic + neutral. Nothing extra in talking, apperance wise no makeup absolute. Though I am tired that day. Plus, got period that day. So then, we starting talking thru ig at Friday after asr. Still figuring everything out.

Saturday - work day. Sunday - went to kenduri I abah's friend at Pekan. Went to this lovely fisher's village. Fuhh. The vibes. It's like kemas in a sense. I thought of how brave to marry someone in a foreign country. Then, we went searching for the beach in which we found wild otters instead. Then went to sultan abu bakar's museum which is so nicee. The train's cafe. Had lots of fun. Reminded me of my trip to ipoh. Similar vibes. We went to homestay at Gambang which is just perfect for my family. Alhamdulillah. Visited K after. I missed her. Still a lot more I wanted to talk. May Allah protect her. 

A chill morning walk then nasi kukus mama. Visited UIA Gambang the first time after 7 years. A special place. Okay, I seriously have no focus to write this now.

Ahh,

TGiaH

Time rich, mini retirement.

Start enjoy work that is not motivated by money. - Lacey Filipich. Invest, save, be frugal. Catch FIRE. Towards becoming time rich. Which is what I want. I wanted money freedom so that I get to spend time with my future family. Buying that time. Money freedom to go where and when I want. How I wanna spend my time. What's my ideal month would look like (reminded of Ali Abdaal)

I shopped quite a these 2 days. A new phone. Clothes for Vietnam. Worked for 2 full days of weekends. Now another 6 days to go. I need to have the strength. 

I noticed I become more self cautious + thinking of what others think this 2 weeks of late. Some thing I haven't done in a while. I'm confident & I love myself. I'm imperfect and I love it. Healing takes time.

My parents bought another "this mother likes you for her kid". Will this succeed this time? Idk & I care just a bit. Though the feeling of being scared and losing my comfort self and am I ready for this. Hmm. I never will 100% overcome. Have I healed? It's always gonna be a process. Just Allah, make it easy for me please.

I should solve this,

TGiaH

Deciding to travel to Vietnam (with my parents??)

I just decided to go to Vietnam for 5 days 4 nights though the dates aren't ideal but when else will I get the chance? Hopefully it will be an easy, fun and peaceful trip. Exploring a new place, a new country. To cross of my bucketlist. While I don't have this years goals yet. Perhaps to travel more? Being single does comes with its perks off having more free time. Hehe. 

What did I did last week? Balancing between 2 jobs, getting some bowling practice. Hmm. I still suck at it. TT.TT Definitely spoil my mood.

Well, today's tuesday but I'm taking an off day to service my car. Ouhh grown up thingys. I said to myself. I'm grateful for my car and I'm grateful to have a safe car space to sent it to service also having to spend on my baby. Then, more bowling practice. Then, a haircut. Hehe. Layered on the shoulder cut. Cinnamon rolls to take away at new found fave desert. Got some exercise in today so I'm proud of myself. Yeahh. 47 isj kg today.

Thinking of my outfits to go to Vietnam. Hmm. And baju raya. Aduhh. 

I'm watching singles inferno 2. Interesting show how human emotions, attractions, break up. And all rounded people in a sense. Hence, my injection of I'm pretty too (maybe not ><).

2nd post of the year!

TGiaH