A new 2022

My room's a mess (my work all over my bed and a pile of laundry I just pickup, though I must say I swept the floor already this morning), but I have to write this due post before it gets more due.

A new year already though it doesn't feel like it for me. I don't remember is my theme & goals last year though I did achieve some unwritten ones I must say like having my car, manage to setup my emergency fudd, passed hospital, join a lot of classes. Maybe last year theme was growth.

So... I need to setup a new theme & goal. I guess this year would be "Confidence" something I noted during my counseling session. I feel like I'm less which I'm not. So I have to do a lot of self-love activities. Journal, self-love affirmation, read. I would to goal on those. Another is to keep my space tidy so my head up here is also tidy. I realise I'm a bit lost of my life but it's okay. It's okay. Another thing I would like to is a lot of  deep breaths and using the tasbih digital. And... perhaps getting married this year? Maybe.

I also would like to fix my parent's kitchen with the rizq In Sha Allah. While financial, emergency to 2 digits perhaps, try going to stocks perhaps.

Oh damn, I've tried to list the goals but I realise it's much of a daily basis. Oh well. 

Let's go,

TGiaH

2021 Recap

I forgot to do a summary end of last year. So here at 8th January 2022, I'm writing this.

January: Started my financial journey + KKDI.

February: Being a relief teacher for special needs kids.

March: Got my driving license!

April: Start of PRP + living out.

May: Bought my car!

June: Ending my chat addiction (laughing emoji) + attach at PKD

July: Scaling my teeth for the year with blood.

August: Start of hospital attachment.

September: Having actual friends I'm happy with.

October: Clinical so busyy.

November: Putting on a brave face for merisik.

December: Going to Penang with online friends.

                                                                                         

1. Name three words that best describe my 2021.       

Moving, changing, adulting.

2. Biggest lesson you've learned this year.
I found out I'm someone who easily forgot + don't dump within a short time frame.

3. Biggest change I did this year.
Becoming a person who actually spends on myself.

4. Best decision I made this year.

Choosing family.

5. Best single achievement I made this year.
Getting my own car + no debts!

6. Who helped you get through 2021.
Myself.

7. Which worry was unnecessary this year?

Not having a PRP friend.

8. How did you grow emotionally this year?
More emotionless which is weird.

9. Happiest moment of 2021.
When I'm with my friends who want to be friends with me (S, E, K & F).

10. Saddest moment of 2021.

Detachment is sad.

I don't really remember 9 & 10 as there are not happiest or saddest moment rather there are many happy & sad moment.

To sum up my 2021, I did a great job. Alhamdulillah.

A trip to Kuantan & closure to 2021

Looks who forgot to blog again? Me again. The weekends was full with a trip to Kuantan. The one thing is that I really enjoy the trip with my family and another. A rare experience but fulfilling. It was another obstacle I faced and succeed. I felt myself around the people  I love. Going to beach, having masak lemak ikan patin, pengat durian, cooking with another mom, playing cats, I enjoyed it. A weekend out of work.

We also rush to Selangor the next day and went to clean at my aunt's post-flood. So I was tired. Now, I'm reminded of the pile of clothes at my room, still unwashed. Yikes.

Should I write on 2021? I should. This year been like my mind wander off a lot, confusion. A lot of trying new things, a lot with KKDI, and a lot of straying away. I'm a lot in my comfort zone. A lot of good memories with HPJ friends and family. Living on my own, recomfirming I'm lazy. A turn point to working life. Oh shoot, I didn't register for my tax and zakat. Oh adulting. 

Scary la blogging at S2,

TGiaH

Post Penang Trip Reflection

 Ahh. I actually past the mark to write thiss. Huhu. Going with strangers. Having ups & downs. Discomfort andd now feeling myself. Woops. 

25 years old..

My birthday list goes:

1. On the phone messaging at 12 forgetting my birthday.

2. Woke up 6 15, miss tahajud.

3. It's jumuah today!

4. Fnish al-Kahfi the very morning.

5. Had leftover korean chicken for breakfast.

6. PF H gave the pharmacy fam sandwiches & kueh for breakfast (which ended up to be my lunch).

7. Super busy with the exhibition. Under estimate the crowd.

8. Finish at 1, Oh my Friday lunch break. 

9. Breakkie for lunch.

10. Manage to go back home to sleep and pray.

11. Donate RM 25 for the flood victims.

12. Treated myself tealive & cakes for the fam.

13. Shortstaff that afternoon still managed. Alhamdulillah.

14. Finished few minutes before 5, which I rang my mum to go to Mak Ndak's house instead of spending the rest of the day on my own.

15. First time asr at the clinic.

16. Drove myself to Mak Ndak's house in Ulu Langat and reached at 6 thirty!

17. Manage a conversation with Pak Ndak alone. 

18. Had nasi putih, gulai ikan, keropok lekor and packs of nasi tomato my father made for my Pak Tam's family.

1.  Hugs with my family on the sight of them. Hugs are sooo good.

19. A suprise birthday cake which I kinda spoiled.

20. Baby on my lap.

21. Coincidence with Pak Ndak & Mak Ndak anniversary.

22. Sister talk!

23. Drive home with S & L despite a few bumps. Manage to sing 1 song.

24. Come back home to do the research proposal slides.

25. Still haven't showered, haven't checked my phone properly and it's past midnight. Hello 25th!

I can't believe I forgot to blogg.

So basically I did finish the research thingy on Sunday & went with A on Saturday. 

Ahh. I should've blog last weekk.

An unexpected holiday + driving to Ampang.

I'm writing at the dispensing counter at workplace. Hope no one notice. If not yikes!

Last week has been eventful. With KL (wilayah) winning the football match (I didn't know there was a match going on. Haha.), we got the Friday off Alhamdulillah. Though I barely did anything on the Friday at least I got the chance to rest. I was very excited indeed for the day off. 

On Saturdays, there was pharmacy family day which I got to say I had fun. I arrived at 8 30-ish and obviously I went knowing probably I won't have anyone to hang much. Kak L was there with her family and she was so nice. I even ate at the picnic mat with her family (though at that time P & Kak A arrived which I'm glad. Hehe.). Did I mentioned her kids are so adorable? The food was delish. I hoped I bought the bbq home but I had to rush off to the dentist. Anyhow, I managed to play and won 2nd place! Later after, I went to the dentist and brush my teeth there. Haha. I also realised I changed to the same colour of band. Oh dear. I did a bit of work that night and had group discussion on the research which I hateee. I got the comments back but I haven't finish the literature review yet. Kah2.

Then Sunday came. I drove off to Ampang guysss and I safely bought myself back home too. The car too of course. Ramadhan did such a good job. I decided to meet up with A at Melawati Mall to shop some clothes and know what? I bought 3 blouses!! I rarely shop but the clothes fit my liking and length and the size and the price. So I grab it of course especially especially with the lack of clothing options last week. I did hoped there was a colour variety but it's better than nothing. I do feel a bit guilty for A. Huhu. The dress was really nice aghh. She ended up didn't buy anything. Then I drove back when it suddenly pouring that my car can barely wipe the rain off (meaning it was so loud and I barely see properly). Thank you Allah for making me went it through safely. By the I got back home Pak Cik J and his family were there. F was there too! With her cute little baby as well. After that we went to my lil brother school and visited Pak Cik J sibling at Shah Alam (I didn't know my parents plan this. Anyway, I was up to go). 

The 4 days at work was okay with me mostly being at dispensing (not that I'm complaining. Haha.) Nearly made a mistake with a med (Kak S wrongly filled it and I missed out. Huhu.) but the patient was so kind and the exchange process went smoothly. Alhamdulillah. I bought food from Kak H for the first time and it was good I have to say. The Thursday afternoon was rushed that made me sweat. This week was supposed to be my Galen week. Huhu. 

So that's a wrap for this week, I guess. 

Yehooo,

TGiaH