Sunday, 16 May 2021

2nd vaccine dose + Last days of Ramadhan + Eid Fitr featuring PKP

 I only work 1 day this week but still I don't feel like going to work on next week. Huhu. I had my second dose the Monday. With the suddent validation assessment and our pf was so kind with giving us a pass. I didn't feel a slight ringan kepala that day. Fever, body ache the next day. Tuesday was also the day I got my car. Bought the insurance the very morning got it in time for the jpj ownership transfer and road tax. Got the car the afternoon. However, my dad & I somehow didn't properly check the car where the front bumper is slightly off oh dear us. But I was sick that day and I just followed my dad. 

Wednesday prepare a bit for eid. This year we had 2 rendangs plus kuah nasi impit daging. Eid prayer at home with H as khatib and my dad as imam. I slept the afternoon because I barely slept the night before talking to A. I need some self discipline. Yikes. Second day of eid was Jumaah day. The first day I bought my car on a drive around the neighbourhood. I still need to practice my adjustment. Yesterday night I spent my night calling with Kiara. Talking to her made me so much better. And Sunday came. Huhu. I wanted to study but ended up helping my mom. This week I did spent time cleaning the house (the fridge included) and studied a bit here and there. I wish I spent a bit more time. This afternoon going to shop some things I needed. But I want to hibernate. 


Happy eid,

TGiaH

Sunday, 9 May 2021

Productive week but still no validation

This week overall I think I did a lot things done regarding my logbook. I even started to try the dis enquiry thingy. It was a great week because I'm starting to get comfortable on my own again instead of having someone on my side.

The afternoon today, I decided to walk away aka ghosting. At first, I thought of having more self discipline and stop being anxious waiting also happy talking. Then, I thought it's gonna end anyways and it seem perfect & unsuspicious. He's busy for sure & perhaps this way he wouldn't notice I'm gone thus him not gonna be sad. I'm fine mostly but I did cry hard just now. It's exhausting having to deal with so much sadness & hurt. But I think this is the best decision to please Allah, right?

Still I hope I can get through this,

TGiaH

Sunday, 2 May 2021

Almost 1 month + car search

 Tonight the 21st of Ramadhan. How time flies. I just got my period in time. Alhamdulillah so so much that I finished khatam al-Qur'an today. I can't believe I read 10 juz per week. Allahuu. So so grateful.

This week has been a quite discipline week. I can't believe I have the kind of discipline/restraint. Or it's just sometimes I forgot. But it's tough because I've been combating the reality of parting which never fails to make me cry. I also notice I don't want to talk about things that make me sad if I don't think I can stop myself from crying. 

I got to room to myself most of the week. And the dishes I bought from home (rendang with 4 pieces of chicken) lasted my until Friday. The highlight meal was having buffet with the staffs while most single staffs somehow girl classified. 

Thursday was holiday day. Holidays certainly the time of the week that I can't wait about. Nuzul Qu'ran day. I set up my stash away simple account that day. I did wahed last week. And deposited some gold too. So grateful I can diversify my portfolio and into syariah compliance investments. Though stash away simple I'll probably treat as high interest savings accounts instead of investments. Still newbie and so much more to learn.

I also spent so much time researching on buying a car. I prayed for an easy solution. Though I did strategies a plan. Second hand and also grad scheme and rent room for June. I don't know how much more Allah has blessed me and keep on blessing me with so so many things I should be more grateful. At Friday, my dad whatsapp me that his friend, L found a suitable car. Today we went to see Alhamdulillah it seem so perfect and I hope it this is really the best for me, for Allah to continue make it easy for me. We did also go to a few used car places yesterday which taught me a lot.

Okay, that's pretty much it for this week. 

To making the most of the last 10 nights,

TGiaH

Sunday, 25 April 2021

The 1st dose of vaccine

Waiting is a torture. Lol. Anyhow, here's a recap of this week!

Monday - Cut of the pink bracelet, first dose vaccine. Everything was so systemic maybe because it's Putrajaya. Went to work at lunch and at 4 went to make our ID at P9. Starting to feel the pain, sore, demam2 manja. Studied that night.
Tuesday - Had pcm that sahur lasted until noon. Afternoon felt super tired but managed with 3 days afternoon in P9. Sleept early
Wednesday - Totally better. But I was a lil bit bit down though. Cooked mushroom soup.
Thursday - Had assessment. Last day afternoon shift. Bought ayam masak kicap from P9 food court and cooked mushroom goreng tepung.
Friday - Had a surprise assessment. Write in an ADR and went to P3 for unit inspection. And I left my keys in my room. Opps. First day tarawikh at surau.
Saturday - Dentist appointment day. Slept in pretty much the day. Kak A & her family come.
Sunday - Was a crying mess watching Jenn Im's vid. Read & did some Qur'an lesson. Need to finish by Juz 20 today.

Well, this is a lazy update
TGiaH

Tuesday, 20 April 2021

Surprises + pink bracelet.

Second week of PRP. Monday was definitely a surprise when our pfym asked us to start do dispensing & filling. Oh la la. Alhamdulillah, I grew better in doing it (or at least I think so). 

Then, thursday came while I was went out to the bank at lunch break there was a sudden news break out that there are covid cases from our PTM place. But we still work until they told us to quarantine & swab test by isya'. 

So Friday was a day off yipee. And we got our pink (quarantine) bracelet after the test. 

I spent the weekend pretty much settling last week's things like cgso, scan & also log book but a lot more talking with A. I also got the test result on Sunday which was negative. Alhamdulillah.

Post-vaccine second day tiredness, fatigue, slight fever, body pain.
TGiaH

Wednesday, 14 April 2021

PTM & first day as PRP

I know. I'm super late. What can do (though it's still kinda my fault). Still I'm here. Today is the second week of PRP & 2nd week of Ramadhan. 

Last week, I had my PTM & first officiallsss dayy. PTM was quite interesting to be honest. I get to taste some good hotel view, comfiesst bed that can make me fall asleep within seconds and I get to spend time with K. Btw, I almost cried when we hugged goodbye. Huhu. Ohh plus, the test was a straight copy so obviously it's easy. 

Then, the first day come. The funny thing is how is that after the PTM I got to know there was another PRP. 🤣 Anyhow, I still managed to get contact with her. Then, we went to JKWP at KL in the morning of our first day only to find out we had to 'lapor diri' at our own JKD. Haha. Still, she is kind & I'm grateful for all the kind staffs. 

Later in the afternoon, we arrived and while waiting everyone ask us to go to lunch first and we did (not straight to work). After the lunch break, we meet our PFYM. She was kind & joyful. After that, we started filling. I was still very productive arriving home, cleaning & stuff. And that was the end of the day. This week, hopefully I will blog. Though I have so many things to get done.

Writing on my phone,

TGiaH


Friday, 2 April 2021

Covid Swab Test

 It was so late at night yesterday that I decided to not blog. So I haven't yet write my continuation post for the series. Anyhow, I did my covid swab test today! I went with L & H. I thought it was gonna be awkward but it turn out okay. I even had breakfast at mamat with them (unplanned). 

At KK Semenyih, I made a new friend. A soon to be houseman at HPj. Who expected the doctors to have the same ptm date as ours? Anyhow, we arrived at 8 but they told us the test starts at 9 (which is why we decided to go to mamak's). It was a long queue starting at 9 fifteen. Until H & I went to our seats. L finished his quite fast so he had to wait for us. But the problem is watching others did the test made us nervous. Does it hurt? Some even gag & the kids cried. 

Soon it was my turn. I gave the officer my card number & ic, sit down on the chair, pull my mask. I already opened my mouth, but was asked to open wider and the attack begin. XD The Dr went in with the long cotton bud onto my throat and circle really really circle it a few times. I just hold my gag reflex in. Then, the nose attack. Wow. I thought it was deep enough but nope it probably reach behind my eyeballs. Lol. I think I close my eyes. My head was in an up straight position. Then, it was done! I got to the PLPP with the kind gracious help of L sending me there. 

When then, during the program I lost my phone. Haha. Of course, I left it somewhere. When I got it back and checked my messages. A said she was tested positive. That definitely gave us a bit of a surprised because of the consequences of that. Her intake was pushed back. Huhu. For me, I'm scared I'll trouble everyone if I was positive. I am a positive person, but definitely not this! Everyone in the program will be affected. And the guys that carpool with me. Oh Allah, please please please I don't want to bring hardship to anyone because of me. 

Checking something of the covid bucket list?

TGiaH